stupidity.

maybe im too dependant.

too dependant that it scares me.

i shouldnt be feeling this way right?

is it different when we're with them? 

yes.

am i okay with how close they are? 

(n)

am i like him when im with my friends? 

not as much?

why do i feel so intimidateddd rawwrrr

it's so stupid how im always pushing something i have to someone better. 

not because i dont want it, i still really want it. 

but because im just plain stupid like that.

im stupid enough to hurt myself so the best, 

can get .. my best.

i shall conquerr!!

..

sighs, uni starts tmrw. 

Here's to a brand new day, 

a brand new semester, 

and a brand new goal;

to not be taken for granted, 

i shall do something about it.