Monday, June 27, 2011

You're Beautiful :)

WORDS.

MEAN.


NOTHING. 



dont be so gullible sta, 
dont take it to heart,
it's not true.
just dont think about it.
yeah .. 
okay. 

Sunday, June 26, 2011

I Cant Sleep.

I Shall List Out My Plans For Youuu Happy Noodles! 
Besides WORK, 


From the 27th of June, 
Monday Night: Dance
Tuesday Night: Dinner with Ivanna
Weds Night: Yeemon's Bday @ GoldBar
 Thursday: (NO WORK hopefully) Baking with Ladies
Friday Night: Youth and Song Practice for Camp.


and that ends my week.
these holidays has been the most happening holidays ever,
ill have to admit (=

no time for dramas too, 
boohoo!

In Too Deep.

i dont know if ive told yous this, but im afraid of commitments. im afraid of falling in too deep
When it comes to making friends, i make friends and make sure i dont get too close with them. 
i dont tell them my secrets, and i dont ask them about their secrets. 
it's up to them if they want to tell me their secrets. 
it's up to me if i want to let them into my life.

and i usually dont. because im afraid of backstabbers. im dont like being judged. i dont like feeling betrayed. 
im afraid of trusting ppl. i dont want to be held back. i dont want to feel attached. i want to be free. i want to do what i want to do without hurting anyone.

So when i feel like im in too deep, i panic. 
i stop. i turn. i seek for cover. i defend. i rewind. i retook the steps i took. 
i slowly come back out again, where it's nice and shallow. 
where it's anything and everything but serious.

the question is, 
where has my courage gone?
should i take a risk?
should i take this leap of faith?
what should i do?



Pray, Listen and Leave it be. 
Let's see where the wind takes me.


heyyyy look what i found!

Friday, June 24, 2011

K-woo! x]

CHORUS
Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.


VERSE 1


I never open a door,
or pull out a chair.
You can tell me how your day was
but I don't really care.
And if you ever get cold,
you'll just have to hack it,
Cause I'd be cold too
If I gave you my jacket.
Like WHOA, you ain't sittin up front,
Front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk.
I never answer my phone,
Whenever you call it
And when the waiter brings the bill
I never reach for my wallet.


CHORUS

VERSE 2
And Ima BEAT you!
At every competition.
Going out with the girls
You better get my permission.
Wait no, i take that back, you can't go,
House is on tonight
And that's my favorite show!
Do I look fat in this dress?
Hell yeah you do!
Wait lemme speak your language
Cows go Moo!
Mooo Moooo Mooo MOOOO!


CHORUS

BRIDGE
But behind the scenes she means the world to me.
Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved.
Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care...
But that won't win her heart BECAUSE....


Nice guys finish last...






not if he's you (:

doneDoneDONE.

[the post that never got posted]

after my last exam yesterday, i just felt like doing something. anything! 
i felt so freeee, 
i felt like screaming, 
i felt like telling the whooole worldd [=

ive just received my new NeoLens 2 nights ago,
 i kind of like it though i think it's not as .. 
constrasting as my Geos. (less defined)


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

passparTWOoot! <- JackieChan's name in AroundtheWorldIn80Days

TWO down, ONE more paper to go! 
Last paper's LAW on Thursday, 
the one that's delaying my holidayys while everyone finishes today hmph /=



Its okay, an exam is an exam, do what you gotta do shootshootshootshootshoott~! ;]

ive been singing sentences to my friends lately; random ones, hilarious ones, relevant ones and rarely cheeseyy ones eww! I guess it's a good thing im singing, coz singing makes you happy! singing makes mee happy!

The only BAD thing about it is, i dont even know if it IS part of the lyrics of the songs, it just goes well with it hence the song comes in. o_O" yehh pretty bad right.

Anyhoo, back to studying. Law and smart twists and cases, i am fond of being able to study this unit (= Let's just hope i pass the exam, 
GOT TO PRAY! 
AND BERSEMBAHYANG! 
OHH WO JIUJIU NII YEY SUU! 
<3

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Fattehh!

Ive been slacking so this shouldnt be surprising =[
MUST. 
LOSE. 
WEIGHT.
BY.
SUNDAY.

Most recent picture of me, hahaha gay fringe >"<

Before: i had lost 3 kgs. 
Now: Thanks to all those dinnerssss out and ossum steamboat, 
ive regained my 2kgs. =(

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Dream.

one can dream and dream and keep dreaming, but when does the dream come to an end?
it comes to an end when the dream becomes a reality; 
something you've been waiting for, something unexpected.


oneDown.

Good News: One exam donee! 
Bad News: .. i hope they've got a supplementary exam for me x_x
(yea shush. it's really bad. really. bad. that. im not gonna think about it. nuh uh!)



moving onnn, ive just realised how im out of camwhoring pictures, like literally OUT of them. 

ive not been taking any pictures of myself with my webcam recently, let alone my camera!
and im not even sure if this is something to be proud of hahaha

i had a pretty bad sleeping pattern last night, just to get ready for this exam which obviously raped me instead.
i studied at 9pm to 9.40pm, slept for 20 mins.
Woke up at 10pm and continued but napped for 30 mins.
Woke up at 11.30pm and studied until 12.30am.
Napped till 1am.
Continued my study till 3am. Slept until 4am. 
Studied all the way till 6am. 
Crashed and woke up at 6.20am to get ready for uni.

On the way to uni, i uber crammed and focused, reread everything, briefly went through the pictures and what not. When i reached uni, i went to my exam hall and the exam started and went on for 2 hours.

During the 1st hour, i was half dozing and half wrecking my brains to stay awake and at the same time, remember the terms and things ive studied. so to keep myself from embarassment by dozing off, i regularly took sips of water from my bottle. By the 2nd hour, my bladder was trying sooo hard not to burst, especially when the exam hall was freezing like IGA.

IT. WAS. A HORRIBLE. EXPERIENCE.
and im pretty sure some ppl out there who're reading this would be like, i told you so or you should've this this that that. well, SAVE IT. because im not regretting, im just sad that it had to end like this.
 i gave studying my best, i made studying enjoyable by giving myself little treats here and there, i gave up my sleep, i fought so badly to keep my eyes open and my bladder close and i even tried so hard not to leave anything blank to the extent of even writing the most obvious answer that sadly wasnt what they were looking for, because i couldnt remember what it was called!



Let's go be Missionaries and drop Uni wheee [;

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

EXAMS o.O

are next week! 

Time to Study 
Time to Procrastinatee 
Time to MOTIVATE THYSELFF.

yeh something must've triggered me to blog today, havent been to my blog since furhever!

So last night i went to watch Thor! 

I like how good and warm his heart is, 
i like how he's the hero and
 i like how he doesnt just fall for any girl 
even though he knows he's all powerful and hot (=


aneeeways, my exams are next Tuesday, Monday then Thursday of the following week of next.
ive spent my day organising and planning my study plans, so starting today, imma sleep early so i can wake up early to go to UWA tmrw. 

yes, UWA
where it's total isolation surrounded by an aura of intelligence
HAHA! ;]

cant wait for Friday Friday gotta get down on Fridayyy!
gonna have Steamboat with my lovely group from Church, 
then we're gonna watch a movie together. 

WHAT should we watch hm? (=


im out of picturess, this is terribleee!! should start camwhoring again, WHERE ARE ALL MY PICTURESS!!