yataa! ^^

ahhh the feeling of accomplishment ~ (: (: 

4 down, 2 to go!

make that 3 to go =/

yay C:

almost there almost there!

aww Final Fantasy . _ .

im soooooooooooo in love with all of them that it makes me so emo just listening to their theme songs. but i love them still!

WHY, THOUGH, MUST THEY ALL HAVE SUCH A TRAGICALLY SAD STORY?! 

it makes me so SAD, THEN ANGRY coz i go emo over them.

i think for me, it's more like, 
why would you let such beautiful people have such sad fates? >:'C

but besides their stories, 

their songs are all so beautiful though,

 dont you think so? (: <3

Oooomph!

oh hooo so much swaaag

now THAT'S what im talking about ;]

hip hop and reggae, 

hand in hand! <3

Talents.

There're so many talents out there!
ive just realised that i am actually, 
one of the LEAST ppl on earth with talents, 
i DO try my best in doing what i love most but =.=
(game, sing, dance, decorate, bake, cook?)
i find joy in doing them, but when being compared or put in the spotlight, 
my taste seems to be on the other end from everyone elses.

okay, dont misunderstand. im not whinging about this. i know God has a bigger plan for me. i admit that im terrible in those things (;



The reason of my blogpost today is to tell everyone to keep at it! to keep up their good work! to do what they do best :) because when you know what you do best, you'll inspire those around without realising it. 
it's like you're shining and at your brightest, when you do what you do best! so dont stop (:


After flipping through facebook (out of procrastination) im just so happy for my friends out there, 
with such beautiful talents. 
Such beautiful voice, such admirable personality, such fit bodies, such perfect coordinations.
im really happy that they're able to use their talents to inspire those around them. 

so here i am, wondering what my talent is. 

what in the world is Sta good at if she's not good in singing, acting, public speaking, dancing, gaming, cooking, cleaning, studies, baking, sports and driving? o.O

8am classes.

i woke up at 5am just so i could shower and have a lil nap if i have to.
i was done getting ready by 6.15am, and the bus im catching comes at 6.50am.
(note that it takes me 40-60mins to get to uni, depending on traffic jam)
so i took a nap, and woke up at .. 

10AM.

URGH!!! 

RAAAAAGGGEEEEEEE.

toldcha sleeping in was too good to resist! ><

change of strategyy!

Concentrate.

Facebook's gone.
Handphone's turned off.
Youtube videos are on a separate Window.
Churchies are on another separate window.
Lecture notes right in front of me.
Got all my highlighters and pens,
Fruits next to me.
Water is within my reach.
And not looking or thinking about the mess in my room.

ahhh yes, 

im finally set for study! <3

Motivation Crisis!

Gaarrhhhh im doing everything but my lectures o.O 
please sit me in a library where everything's neat and quiet.

ill just clean my rooom now.

then go to church, 

then go gym

then .. 

>:C

Haro MissBigThighs .

^ yup, thaaaaaaaaaaaat's me~! ><
think ive got to turn my whoooole closet upside down and wear clothes that are actually SUITABLE for my type of body, rather than just buy nice clothes that dont look good on me. goshh even after losing weight, i dont feel a tiny bit smaller =/ 
(if you're wondering why im feeling like this, it's because i went to dance today and my THUNDER thighs were such an awful sight! O.O)

yes, ive managed to catch up with all my Lectures, Homeworks and Organizing, thank God (:

no, i wasnt able to book a day for my Driving Test because Welshpool doesnt have any days available atm :C
yes, ive gone to the Dentist to get my teeth cleaned and checked.
no, it's definitely not good news when i have to visit the Radiologist for my Wisdom Tooth, to be taken out by a Surgeon.
yes, im glad God gave me a mindset that's ready to try again even though i was treated unwelcomely by some (:
no, i cant dance anymore because ive used up all my time gymming that i rarely ever dance in front of my mirror anymore =[
yes, i am slowly starting to find motivation and mini incentives to spend more time in uni :)
no, ive not continued reading ' The Lovely Bones ' lend by Mel 3 months ago.
yes, ive been reading Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz comic books because bf kindly introduced me to it (:
no, i didnt go to Adventure World this year because i already had plans with church mates

so what does my next few days look like?

Thursday : Work (11-5pm) + Church (730-10pm)

Friday : Work (11-4pm) + Church (730-10pm)

Saturday : Work (9-6pm) + Party (7-12am)

YAY :)

gaaahhhh uni.

how'd it get so disorganised???

got to manage my time and STOP PROCRASTINATING omg already??

im a lil bit stressed >< 

tsktsk sta, tsktsk!

on a lighter note! 

ive been concentrating on church stuffs but ive obviously got to get my priority back in order :)

THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS HAVING NO TIME.

THERE'S ALWAYS TIME.

ALWAYS.