Easter's 'STUDY' Break.

whaa? 

 =X

Back Into My Shell, I go.

fullstop.

So Sweet! ^^ xo

It's getting warm

The night is young but you're walking alone once again

See the sides, familiar faces seem to walk on by

Hand in hand

I think of you

What you would look like in discovereing truth and, 

how I feel could this be true

Because I've been thinking about you, about you

I thought I saw you in the summer sky

You looked at me and I saw the stars in your eyes

I thought I heard you, was I out of line?

Or is this love, and maybe we'll find our light

So step aside, was this a feeling

When she walked on by, did I fail to see?

And it makes sense

My heart dreams because I dream of us

And I dream of what could be

I thought I saw you in the summer sky

You looked at me and I saw the stars in your eyes

I thought I heard you, was I out of line?

Or is this love, and maybe we'll find our light

Maybe we'll find our light

So here I go

My hands are shaking as I walk so slow to you

Is this the end? Or just beginning?

So special my friend, it's me and you

Me and you

I thought I saw you in the summer sky

You looked at me and I saw the stars in your eyes

I thought I heard you, was I out of line?

Or is this love, and maybe we'll find our light

Maybe we'll find our light

Be Content.

With what you have, 

shall now be my new goal.

(TO LOSE WEIGHT IS STILL ON THE ROLL, 

1kg down, 4 more to goo! haaaaaaiii! >=| )

Looks Down.

Man, the fonts are screwing up! They're 'bold-ing' themselves, by themselves. =O! 
(im referring to the post before)
Last night i stayed up till 3am reading this book, Raging of Angels. It's been my 2nd day reading it and im 3/4 done! =) im amazed at how interested i am at reading the court scenes. 

Study Plans for today, 4 Human Bio Lects and COMPLETE Law Assignment. Sorry Physics, ill study you tmrw ;) sounded cheesy didnt it haha. Yarr today imma stay home and go parkour! (Nigahiga's version of Hardcore ;])

Off i go, have a good one peepos!

i RemembereD!

2 nights ago, i had a dream. Well, yes technically i have dreams every other night but this one, i could especially remember. 

We, my family and i including my nana, grandpa, aunts, uncles and cousins, were back in our nice peaceful home back in msia. We've been told to evacuate or prepare for a tsunami. Just after we've closed, locked and sealed every hole or gap we could find, (ppl, do not try this at home. sealing every gap in the house does not work against the tsunami in our real life, it only works in dreams like mine. haha!) we were hit by the tsunami and the whole world was underwater, like the story of Noah and his ark, except there was no Noah and ark. Somehow though, our house survived but just barely. 

By survived, i meant we've not been drowned by the water as the water didnt enter our house, or should i say, YET. But you could tell that the house was in its utmost fragile state by the creaking sounds of the walls, the doors and the glass windows. You could sense our fear and panic, well i definitely felt mine. i was frantically anxious, my heart was beating fast. In this dream, all i could think of was, 

" This is it guys. the end of the world has come to wipe us all out. This is our last day here on earth. Am i ready? No i dont think so. But ive got to be ready, it's already here! Get yourself together Steph! >"

As my mind was filled with all these thoughts, trying to brace myself for the end of everything earthly; the end of new friends, the end of experiences, the end of dreams, the end of life (btw, we my family and i, were in the 'safest' room, the room with the strongest walls, doors and windows. fyi, the rest of the house was still dry on the inside except a few rooms thats had water burst into because well, we ARE kind of underwater. it's bound to happen ..) i suddenly felt the urge to pee. i mean, c'mon! surrounded by the water and the creaking and tapping of the water leaking in from somewhere, of course that would make you feel like peeing!

anyways, i didnt want to leave my family in case something happened on the way, but i really needed to pee so badly. So i finally made my mind up. i didnt think about anything but this. 

" Take me whenever you want God, may it be quick and painless. Gaaaaa need. to. pee! "

So with this mind set, i cautiously opened the door, so very veeryy afraid that anything i did might open a gap somewhere and drown everyone. (random thought, i have absolutely NO IDEA what or how we sealed the gaps. -shrugs- beats me! xD) i headed to the toilet where there were patches of tinted windows just next to the toilet seat. from the tinted windows, i could see the water outside. i suddenly felt dreadful again, but there  i stood, thinking about what might happen if i peed and flushed. 

well, yes i did think of leaving my pee there, but would the water from outside rush in? and ew. schmelly!

(just to make things clearer, i was picturing those toilets in the plane, where once you pressed flush, ALL the water goes OUT and none in. ^^)

so i thought " hey, this toilet's connected to a pipe that brings all the yucks to an underground 'chamber' outside. which means if i flushed, the pressure from in here would sent the urine out and if im right, it would send the urine shooting straight up throuugh the water into the air. " (yes, i actually thought that made sense and i was picturing the kind of spurging water shooting from the whale's head! (:)

so i satisfyingly peed and clonk! 

i pushed the 'flush' button. 

if you read all of that, i am impressed!

but anyways, after i pushed the button, 

what i thought would happen, 

actually happened. [=

but that didnt change the fact that 

we were stuck in our favourite home, underwater, 

waiting for the end to come.

then i woke up seconds after.   

xoxo.

It's Curious the Cat, MeoW!

do i care? no i dont.

but im curious. why am i curious?

i dont know. what how when whaaa??

i wasnt aware of it, but so what right.

i dont have to right to know, maybe im not supposed to know or maybe i am. 

but so what if noone told me! why am i thinking about it, why. i dont want to care, i dont want to know. 

but i want to know. even thought it's got absolutely nothing to do with me, i want to know.

just out of .. curiousity. that must be why, it's just me and my curiousity.

the satisfaction of knowing something and keeping it. 

yes, that must be why. [=

i am strong.

  

ill be okay . . . 

if God's for me, who can be against me.

kudos to Blogspot!

yayy i love my fonts, dont you love them too? 

haha these fonts add more character to my posts dontchu think ;)

anyways, 

(+) happy that ive not had anything to eat during the whole day at work

(-) not happy that big bowl noodle house made me feel so miserable. BIG bowls, no kidding!!

Cabi song's my new motivation or should i say, motivator. watch out peeps, here's to my ideal weight loss [= 

^^ FIGHTING! ^^

DEAR ME!

IT'S RAINING.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

T.T winter's on its way *pouts*

you aint no judge, you smelly mushroom. YOU. AINT. NO. JUDGE. >=(

talking behind ppls' backs to me, 
talking about your friends behind their backs to me.
i know you talk to others behind my back about me as well.
there's no point telling me how there's nothing you can say about me because im just too nice, 
coz im sure with a mouth like yours, there's bound to be something. 
you teasing me about how fussy i am about my hair, 
 you've prolly already done something. i just know it.
shouldnt have trusted you mate, shouldnt have. pfft.



and you, YOU'VE never been nice to me, NEVER.
i dont and have never expected anything from you, coz you're just a 24/7 plain rude child.
today one of my friends told me you were talking about me behind my back.
i know how much you hate me, and im fine with you talking behind my back. 
but come on, really now? to be hating me just because you think im really ugly is really .. immature of you. 
you think you're so handsome with your bobly mushroomed hair huh???
you think all your friends should be as pretty as SNSD or as handsome as 2AM just because you're a korean??

WHO'S TO JUDGE THE STANDARDS OF 

BE-FRIENDING SOMEONE HUH? 

WHO!!

i hope you know that you wont be having any true friends in life going on like this, but thankfully, 
you're a good stuck up to your lot of guy friends, so they're there when they're there. 
but when they're not there, sorry mate, im sure they wont come running for you. 

because from what ive heard, they dont like you very much as well as i do. 

yes that's right, they really dont. i can guarantee that. 

have a taste of your own medicine you stupid boy, 

go .. have a taste. 

God, please show them Your way in Your time. 

Have mercy on us, for our selfish and disappointing ways, Lord.

We truly need your guidance. <3

Must Cut My Fingernails!

Uni Progress: i have an assignment due this friday, another one due in 2 weeks. ive got a test tmrw, and 2 test next week and  guess what?

Concerts: Good Charlotte's concert is coming up, i cant wait! 

which reminds me, 

OH EM GEEE 

THE SCRIPT'S LEAD SINGER'S SO CUTEEE!! 

*faints*

i really wished he was in my dreams that night sighs, i really did. Unfortunately he wasnt. my dream on that night of the concert was a dream of me riding an undersized scooter down a hill i think .. cant really rmbr =/ who is he, some may ask? 

welllll =]

Cute Danny O'donoghue, 

the Lead Irish Singer of The Script.

Just when i was thinking to myself about having a thing for American Guys, he came along and walah!
i think i shall now go for American or Irish Guys teehee~! 
(they've got to be asian of course, its just too hard to click with a non asian >:( just saying in general~)

Look at him, he's EVEN BETTER real life, i kid you not! with that look that makes you go "aww", seeing him have fun up there, just really being himself whilst jumping up and down, dancing his funny irish plane moves. 
Actually, he loooks totally different from his pictures and videos. That must've been why many were surprised at how cute he looked that night. i was very happy, it was very awesome. :D

TOO BAD we were 10 meters away from the stage, HE CAME DOWN, like LITERALLY JUMPED OFF THE STAGE TO THE CROWD IN FRONT AND SANG IN FRONT OF THEM, TOUCHED THEM, HELD THE MIC TO THEM AND TOOK THEIR PHONE/CAMERA AND SANG TO IT. omgoshhhhh you lucky peeps! >"< sighh.

Good Charlotte's Concert in the mosh pit, 

COME ONEE LET'S GO ALL THE WAY UP FRONT LOVES!

(same with Perth's Boombox, i hope VIP tix gets us in front of the stage unlike FEM's concert, where we were on a balcony right at the center of the club, that was nowhere near the stage mate!)