Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Summaa~

I dont know if it's because ive finally finished uni, 
or because it's finally the long holidays, 
or because it's finally time for summer clothes again, 
or because the temperature is finally high enough to keep me out of bed, 
but boy am i excited to make things happen again!
LET'S BE EXCITED FOR SUMMER!

Monday, November 3, 2014

Guys.

Stop treating girls like trash. You might as well find yourself a doll.
S E R I O U S L Y .
Ive had enough of you rude, proud, arrogant and self-righteous bunch of males.
It's no wonder some women, prefer women.

Friday, October 31, 2014

Dont judge!

Me : I believe in balance! (:
Him : How is that even balance?

Adding up all the hours spent on church, uni, part time job, placement, 8hour sleep and only 1 hour of gym a week, im left with 50 free hours, which is 7 free hours per day.
REALLY??





Him : What are your goals? And how are you going to achieve it?
Short (in 4weeks) - a booty 
Medium (in 6months) - a sexy booty
Long (in 12 months) - maintaining that sexy booty.

LOL jks.

I just want to be toned.

Him : That answer is too generic, you need more specific goals with steps to achieve it if not you're never going to do it. 

Okay let's see.
Short - strength and muscle gains, through bootcamp and once a week of deadlifts and lunges.
Medium - lose fat, gain more muscles, stay toned. through gymming 2-3 times a week , alternating between intensive-specific training on arms, legs, abs then core. 
Long - maintaining my muscles, not gaining fat. high metabolism. attend charity events which requires fitness.

Dont u live just across the road? how come you're only here once a week?

Because i dont drive.

. . . .
why dont you walk to gym?

Because i prefer exercising indoors.

. . . .
you are contradicting yourself!

What! 

You say you like to exercise indoors but you dont even come to gym to exercise indoors.


When did you start gymming? ... mmm.. maybe 3 years ago?
When were you in a relationship? ... mm since 2011.
So that's 3 years ago. Would u say you were less fitter when you started dating?
Well i was actually very motivated when i first joined gym! 
But let me guess. Since you got into a relationship, your gym goals have kinda died down because you're going out all the time with him, partying, drinking, coming home tired, instead of going to the gym you go on dates.
Oh he's not here, we're doing long distance. Been doing it for 2 years now.
Oh where is he? 
Malaysia.
Then why dont i see you here any often??
^^"!! I guess my gym priority is a bit low.
Yea it is definitely low but this is what im proposing. It doesnt have to be. You have 50 free hours to walk to the gym, get started on working out, go home and still have time for other things. We have classes that runs 7 days a week as well, AND it's only half an hour. not even one hour. so that's doing you more good to join in then to come to gym doing the same sets of things.


sooo... is there a way to be toned with muscles yet stay light?
light as in on the scale light?
yea.
why is the number on the scale so important? why do you want to be light?
because i want my boyfriend to carry me, and he's pretty weak ._.
what does the number on the scale tell you? ACTUALLY what DOESNT it tell you?
just tells me my weight i suppose..
yea! and why does  your weight matter if your gaining muscles and losing fat but still at the same weight! 
because ppl cant carry me if im heavy!
that shouldnt matter! they should still be able to carry you. look at _____ , she's smaller than you, how much dyou think she weighs?
53..?
No she's 65!
WHUAART!
Look at my girlfriend, you know her, how much dyou think she weighs?
55...
No, 62! Look (shows me a photo of her body before and after she gymmed.) My girlfriend has always been thin from the start, that was her at 62.  this is her NOW, still at 62 but with muscles! 
WHUAART!
So weight doesnt matter! It's really just a number on the scale.

So from today's consultation, Ive realised that i lack passion. I lack the 'fire'; the 'spark'. Yea i can say i love singing but what am i doing about it? yes i can say i love dancing, but what am i doing about it? Nothing. I am actually a pretty lazy person, yet when i think about the Bible saying 'do not be idle', i dont think i am. I AM doing things everyday,it's not like im lying in bed doing nothing, but i guess not every hour of my time has something planned. when there's nothing planned, i sleep or eat, or watch running man. Which makes it seem like im taking time for granted, doesnt it?

Those kind of people; always fighting for more time, always on their toes from day till night, with that kind of energy, I am not like that. I guess some people do more than they watch, and others watch more than they do. I think im the second one. I take life as it comes, which may sound bad, but it's not like im crossing my arms doing nothing either. I want to be flexible and easygoing, so that whatever God has planned for me, i can go with it too. He is the one in control of my life, He should be. I just go with it. 

I need to be more passionate then. More strong will-ed. But those sorts of people tend to get angry so easily. Because when things dont go their way, they get angry because it's like crushing their passion, their will. 


 #selfreflection #justbeyourself #dontjudge
#itsnevertoolatetostart

Saturday, October 25, 2014

At least I have a laptop!

My laptop is suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.

It's. 
killing. 
me.

I dont wanna get a head of whites by the end of this year please. sighs ._.

Monday, October 13, 2014

This is why i stopped watching Romantic Dramas =.=

(4men - Ok)
“You look prettier”
“Did you get your hair done?”
The word that every woman likes
Detailed and witty word
(Funny how the very thing i'd like to hear from him, comes from everyone else but him)

I think I know how
But I become a rock in front of you
You might like it but how about this?
Even if you go clubbing
I’m OK OK OK OK OK OK
Even if you get plastic surgery done
I’m OK OK OK because it’s you my love
I’d get you the star or the moon
Even if you become sensitive once a month, OK
(Too good to be true? Sometimes he let's me, sometimes he doesnt)
“Don’t you notice something different in me today?”
The scariest word of your words
I know the feeling but how can I put that in words
Instead of souless words, I will show my love with eyes
I will do anything you want me to do
Even if you go clubbing
I’m OK OK OK OK OK OK
Even if you get plastic surgery done
I’m OK OK OK because it’s you my love
I’d get you the star or the moon
Even if you become sensitive once a month, OK




I like to just look at you
No matter what they say
I’m OK OK OK OK OK OK
No matter what you do
I’m OK OK OK If it’s you my love
I will give you all I have
If it’s you
I’m OK OK OK OK OK OK
If I have you
I’m OK OK OK If it’s you my love
I will give you all I have
I mean it I will give you all I have
If I have you, If you’re with me OK
(Maybe men arent that observant when it comes to looks and little details of a person.. shouldnt love on its own be enough? )


As girls, dyou think we ask too much from men?
This is why i stopped watching romantic dramas; they make me expect expect and expect to be treated like a princess. Scenes like ...
- the guy touching her face
- the guy stroking her hair
- the guy watching her from afar
- the guy staring at her while she sleeps
- the guy surprising her with flowers
- the guy carrying her, in his arms
In dramas, guys are ... always being portrayed as the man who only exists in fantasies. 
In reality, everyone is busy. Everyone has things to be done. Everyone has something else to think about. Noone has time to do these things anymore. 
Or maybe, these things never really existed in reality, there were only fantasies meant to be fantasized. Which is BAD, because that puts a lot of pressure and expectation on men.   



Monday, September 29, 2014

The List.

Boy : Fine. Let's make a list of things we want in a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Girl : Fine. Bye.
Boy : Make that list.
Girl : Kay, Bye.
 If only..
Boy : Okay what did you write?
Girl : You go first
Boy : ... we go together?
Girl : What! We'll be talking at the same time!
Boy : Just do it!
Girl : Fine.
Boy : 1, 2, 3
Girl : You to love me.
Boy : A girl who loves me.

In our dreams, we all want nothing else but to be loved. 
Without expectations, without fault.
We just want to love, and be loved.

When actually ... 
Girl : So did you write up your list?
Boy : ... No. What did you write?
Girl : Im not telling unless you write your list. it was your idea.
Boy : ... Just tell me yours first!
Girl : No! It's not fair!
Boy : But im busy!
Girl : Yea your ALWAYS busy. Ill just chuck this list out then.
Boy : FINE. I'll write it now.
- 5 minutes later -
Boy : Okay I'm done. What'd you write?
Girl : Ive got a whoole list so you might want to start.
Boy : Oh me too!
Girls : Mine's two pages :p
Boy : Oh wow, mine's one.
Girl : Okay you start. You say one of yours first, then ill say one of mine.
Boy : Okay.

And their whole list of wants and dont wants were exchanged between the two. 
Some they already have, and some, they dont. 
Some they are willing to change, but some, they are not willing to change. 

At the end of the day, it is promised that all will be well if the person they want to be with is as this list below.

Someone who loves genuinely
Someone who is joyful about most things, not a pessimist
Someone who doesnt make a small thing into a huge drama; wants peace
Someone who's patient, who isnt temperamental and acts by impulse
Someone who is kind, who understands and cares about him/her.
Someone who is good; doesnt judge negatively and believes there is a good in every bad.
Someone who is faithful and loyal, seeks and is satisfied with only him/her.
Someone who is gentle, not aggressive in speech and rude in actions.
Someone who is tolerant and has self control, able to prioritize and have a balance in life.
(Galatians 5 : 22-23.)



The strongest of them all is LOVE. If someone sincerely loves, then everything else will come together, as it is written, 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

omg she made it!

SO. INSPIRED.
Dreams DO come true when you chase them, 
and chase them well.










This girl from 3 years ago (2011), 
 

became this girl today (2014), a kpop singer.


Dont give up.
Your dreams will always be there.
Keep going at it, 
and you will definitely reach it, 
in a matter of time.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

TickedTackedToed [:

Punching Gloves, check! 
Was pink but i swapped it for black ones instead. Thanks missy! (:



Big cuute Plushie, check! 
Rmbr him? Yea he's not big but it's cuuuuuute as! c: thanks love!



Another Year, Another Opportunity.

THE OLD.
- still no driver's license
- still in uni
- still working at my parents
- still in a relationship
- still have my red hair
- still watching runningman






THE NEW.
- i have been taking driving lessons 
(yeh! ;p)
- this is my last year of uni
- new resolutions for the year
- my sister got married
- i joined instagram and i guess am now a veery regular instagrammer
(which is partly why i stopped blogging, add me to keep updated : statingai )