the Couple Movies.

While watching Devil Beside You...

My heart aches so much for the both of them.

They know each other so well, they care for each other so much, they're so perfect for each other.

What hurts me the most is seeing them part; feeling the ache soo painful in their heart that they feel like bursting.

The pain in being able to understand how she's going to live everyday without him, who had been always there, by her side.

Not even being able to think of how she could go on with him being so far and out of reach.

not being able to see his face, nor hear his voice.

Remembering all the memories they had together while walking in the streets, and returning home..passing his rooom.

Just the thought of not seeing each other, already crushes my heart, so badly.

Staying in the house without Ahmon, 

where happiness once was, 

now seems like a life sentence. 

A torturous jail cell.

While watching Dear John...

They make each other so happy, they're each other's reason for living, and again, they're so perfect for each other.

What hurts me the most is the period for the both of them until they can finally see each other again. 

The sense of missing each other so so soo much that it hurts just thinking about it.

The thought of returning back home alive, just for her and her only.

Remembering all the times together while looking up at the moon in the sky.

Being able to finally return, just to be able to stare into each others eyes, all drowned in love, but not being able to love again.

It hurts me so much to see two people, who love each other so so soo much, part and go their separate ways.

Dear John, tell me everything. Write it all down. 

That way, we'll be with each other all the time, even if we're not with each other at all.

"I'll see you soon."

"..I'll see you soon."

AND their face..their facial expression...it's so full of....hurt and..sadness..that it kills me....it makes my heart sooo sooo...sad and angry. D= 

These actors are SO good in acting, being able to fool a girl like me.

So i wonder, if im hurting so much just watching, then what will happen if it really does happen.

i dont want to be like them, but i know eventually, it'll happen. 

i dont want to fall in love, so deep that i cant get out of it, so deep that i cant help but get hurt.

i dont want to be the one always loving, always taking the initiative to do everything coz im the one in love,  not him.

Just watching all these kind of movies hurts my heart so much, that the thought of falling in love, scares me.

RESOLUTION 

From Devil Beside You

Whatever the obstacles, as long as we have each other, we'll fight and strive on TOGETHER. 

Two is better than one. 

It's not a bad thing depending on another person, 

especially when he/she wants you to depend on him/her.

From Dear John

Waiting is worth it, if you are sure that it's love. 

No matter what happens, or no matter what you do,

you cant stop loving the person you fell in love with. 

If it truly is love that you found in each other, 

then be it 12 months, 2 years or 10 years,

 that love will still remain.

And most importantly, 

Love cannot be easily manipulated nor folded away, like a piece of paper.

These two movies are categorised under movies to watch when you HAVE A BOYFRIEND, because if you dont, you'll end up like me, depressed and emo, not knowing how my love life would be and not wanting to meet him yet. 

(which is not a good thing, trust me.)