Saturday Night (supposedly.. x])

urrghh...kompoop internet. CLOSED AND DIDNT SAVE EVERYTHING I JUST WROTE OUT! (far outtt ><)

firstly, school. Accounting test on Monday, Human Biology test on Tuesday, Maths Assignment due, Chemistry Chapter Questions due and that's about it.

Pray for me if u want or hmm......think of me? xD JK! stalker -.-

i bet there's much much mooree to come.

It's always like that..ALWAYS. and you know why?

because..

the school holidays are coming = teachers dont want students getting restless = HOMEWORKS + TESTS.

school ball coming = the 'biggest event of the year for 12s' = teachers dont want students distracted = REVISIONS + TESTS.

plans for school holidays = teachers dont want students slacking/bumming = ASSIGNMENTS + TESTS when we get back to school.

*sigh* that's high school life i guess. MeHh~~

today i worked pretty much the whole day, so there's nth to talk about. yesterday though, i had youth (IMCYF). was pretty fun!

program was movie night and we all watched 'Fireproof', a touching and inspirational movie of Marriage/Life/Faith and most importantly..

LOVE.

(but in the movie, it refers to Marriage...)

we all know what love is yes? we've heard of love, we've seen love everywhere, we've even felt love. but our love may not last forever, our love can rust over time when things arent right, our love may seem as elastic as youths' love nowadays, one day loving, the next day hating.

Here're some things i pondered/reflected on..

♥ how do you keep loving someone who keeps rejecting you over and over again? spat in your face? told you that she/he does not love you anymore? reject your gifts/flowers? skip the dinner u've spent so much and long preparing it?

♥ how do you believe in someone you dont know/someone you've never met but only have heard of?

♥ how can you give up everything for someone you dont even know and not give up everything for someone you know?

After reflecting on these questions, it brought me back to what i learnt during bible study last week; Paul praying for those he dont even know, Paul thanking God for those who he's never met, Paul having a love so strong for people whom he treats as brothers and sisters cuz we're all united as one, in Christ.

mm...shumthing like that la! xD (dont have the paper to revise it through..) BUT it all comes down to FAITH. our believe in our God, our saviour, the one who created us and still loves us when we keep rejecting him, when we keep sinning.

We should believe to see, rather than see to believe. we MUST hang on to faith and hope.
marriage is like salt and pepper. In Christ, you're like my brother from another mother but from the same father.
Lastly, never leave your partner behind.


a challenge for myself : to learn to love. for starters, ill do it to my parents. how? not get easily frustrated at what i usually get angry of. in other words, refrain from answering back. and when they ask me do something, uhh..just do it..?

(i shaaalll......TRY MY BEST to not think of them being too lazy to get food/drink for themselves etc. cuz after all, they did HEAPS more for us.)

yaahhh~~
i'll try that..see how it goes. will get back to you when...im free? =D

*Sta has bought contact lenses, but they're not for everyday use. just for daily use, in preparation for the ball.

oh! update on ball: we have agreed to join limos with another different group of 3/4? we still nidda find 3 more ppl anywayz, to fill the limo up. and these ppl are alrite :) that's good!

Thank the Lord maann, he's so merciful, ever forgiving and never forgetting. <3<3!