It's time.

Starting tomorrow, ill be living on my rounds of $2 ration per day for a week.

Yes, having my family's and friend's support is always good.

But without my family's support, ill be okay too.

its just like every other time when im doing one of my things, on my own, in my own time.

im really fine with it.

I have God on my side, always and forever.

Yea i foresee insults and discouragements everyday when im not eating with family or friends,
but it's okay. Im alright. coz ill be thinking of the generous people who've kindly donated to this program, to help support and provide for the poor, like what God has done for us unconditionally.

sometimes, people dont realise how fortunate we already are. 

Because of our human nature, we're never satisfied with what we already have. 

We just keep asking for more, and more and MORE. 

i want to step up and put an end to our terrible nature. 

i want to learn to be content and satisfied with what i already have, 

with what im blessed with, 

with what im given.

Because we've never been worth anything in the first place, 

we who are full of Sin, 

have never been worth living for, 

never been worth dying for, 

never been worth the riches and pleasure of this world, 

because we're so sinful and selfish in nature.

Let's do our best, with God by our side. (:

James 1:2-8 Trials and Temptations

 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,^[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds,³ because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. ⁴ Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. ⁵ If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. ⁶ But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. ⁷ That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. ⁸ Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do.