i RemembereD!

2 nights ago, i had a dream. Well, yes technically i have dreams every other night but this one, i could especially remember. 

We, my family and i including my nana, grandpa, aunts, uncles and cousins, were back in our nice peaceful home back in msia. We've been told to evacuate or prepare for a tsunami. Just after we've closed, locked and sealed every hole or gap we could find, (ppl, do not try this at home. sealing every gap in the house does not work against the tsunami in our real life, it only works in dreams like mine. haha!) we were hit by the tsunami and the whole world was underwater, like the story of Noah and his ark, except there was no Noah and ark. Somehow though, our house survived but just barely. 

By survived, i meant we've not been drowned by the water as the water didnt enter our house, or should i say, YET. But you could tell that the house was in its utmost fragile state by the creaking sounds of the walls, the doors and the glass windows. You could sense our fear and panic, well i definitely felt mine. i was frantically anxious, my heart was beating fast. In this dream, all i could think of was, 

" This is it guys. the end of the world has come to wipe us all out. This is our last day here on earth. Am i ready? No i dont think so. But ive got to be ready, it's already here! Get yourself together Steph! >"

As my mind was filled with all these thoughts, trying to brace myself for the end of everything earthly; the end of new friends, the end of experiences, the end of dreams, the end of life (btw, we my family and i, were in the 'safest' room, the room with the strongest walls, doors and windows. fyi, the rest of the house was still dry on the inside except a few rooms thats had water burst into because well, we ARE kind of underwater. it's bound to happen ..) i suddenly felt the urge to pee. i mean, c'mon! surrounded by the water and the creaking and tapping of the water leaking in from somewhere, of course that would make you feel like peeing!

anyways, i didnt want to leave my family in case something happened on the way, but i really needed to pee so badly. So i finally made my mind up. i didnt think about anything but this. 

" Take me whenever you want God, may it be quick and painless. Gaaaaa need. to. pee! "

So with this mind set, i cautiously opened the door, so very veeryy afraid that anything i did might open a gap somewhere and drown everyone. (random thought, i have absolutely NO IDEA what or how we sealed the gaps. -shrugs- beats me! xD) i headed to the toilet where there were patches of tinted windows just next to the toilet seat. from the tinted windows, i could see the water outside. i suddenly felt dreadful again, but there  i stood, thinking about what might happen if i peed and flushed. 

well, yes i did think of leaving my pee there, but would the water from outside rush in? and ew. schmelly!

(just to make things clearer, i was picturing those toilets in the plane, where once you pressed flush, ALL the water goes OUT and none in. ^^)

so i thought " hey, this toilet's connected to a pipe that brings all the yucks to an underground 'chamber' outside. which means if i flushed, the pressure from in here would sent the urine out and if im right, it would send the urine shooting straight up throuugh the water into the air. " (yes, i actually thought that made sense and i was picturing the kind of spurging water shooting from the whale's head! (:)

so i satisfyingly peed and clonk! 

i pushed the 'flush' button. 

if you read all of that, i am impressed!

but anyways, after i pushed the button, 

what i thought would happen, 

actually happened. [=

but that didnt change the fact that 

we were stuck in our favourite home, underwater, 

waiting for the end to come.

then i woke up seconds after.   

xoxo.