Stop worrying.

What happened to back in the days when parents were kind, patient and understanding?

 

What break?! How long?! Have u done ur resume?! Just apply!  Do ur resume and apply!

Stop forcing me.
Stop pushing me.
Ur ruining it.
Why are u so worried?
Have u no faith that God will provide?
Stop. It.

 I WILL apply,
Do u think im that sorta daughter who'd abandon u and travel to wherever I want??

No, no and no!! You know how I am, u made me like this so TRUST ME.

Just because you never had the break you wanted after you finished school,

doesn't mean I cant have mine.

 

IF you were thinking :

After all ive done for them,

after all this hard work,

going to work everyday,

suffering for them just to earn them money so they can study,

now they wont do the same for me.

 

WELL, YOU'RE BEING OVER-DRAMATIC.

Please be the understanding parent I thought ive always had,

and let me apply when I am ready.

What's the point of pushing me into getting a job,

when im negative about it because im not ready?

 

Do you think ill never be ready?

Puh-lease.

Im not retarded.

 

That Nice Daughter.

This friend of mine, is always worried about helping her parents out. 

I told her, ' Dont you think it's a bit selfish of them? To ask you to help them out all the time '

'No' she replied, with a smile she said ' I love helping them out! If im not helping them out, then i'd feel like a bad daughter. I mean, they're family! When it comes to family, helping is unquestionable.'

'What about your life? What about the things you want to do but couldnt do because you're so tied down?' I asked.

'Well, I believe there's a time for everything. So it's just not that time yet for me to do what I want, because my parents need me. I know I'd definitely be able to do what I want to do, later on in life, when my parents are okay without me, but for now, because they need my help, I will help them'

' What a nice daughter she is, ' I thought to myself, 'She's always thinking about others first.'

One day, 

' Ive had enough of this !@#$! '

' Good for nothing bunch of @#$! '

' After everything we've done for them, they treat us like #@$!

' Keep taking us for granted, enough of their #!$! '

That friend of mine came to me and told me that her parents, have been very mean lately. 

' I dont understand, what did i do wrong? ' she asked desperately.

' Will it never be enough for them? All these years I sacrificed my friends, my uni, my life, to help them and yet they think I treat them like crap?! ' she cried, her eyes full of hurt.

' Did I say something wrong? Did i do something wrong? No I didnt! I did everything they told me to! '

As confused as she was, all I could do was listen. I listened to her confusion, her exasperation, her disappointment.

I hope her parents will stop being mean to her.

I hope she'll find the answers to her confusion.

I hope that this was all just a bad dream, 

and that she will wake up from it tomorrow and continue to be that nice daughter, 

who enjoys helping her parents out because they're family.

I hope she will be okay.

I Must Be Crazy.

Yea, i admit, my ldr is pretty unstable at the moment but hey, so what.

Why do you stay?

What do you like about him?

What kind of guy are you hoping for?

God. 

Knows.

How strong is your love?
What is love to you?
For me, the greatest love of all is a love that is unconditional and selfless.
Loving someone who mistreats you, still loving them nontheless.
That, to me, is practicing the sort of love Jesus showed us himself, when he came down to earth.

'Forgive the people, for they do not know,' he said to God before he breathed his last. For the people who hung him, for the people who mocked him for spreading the truth, for the people who turned away and said he's a cuckoo head; Jesus still asked God to forgive them, not because He had to, but because He wanted to, because He loves His people, the creation of His Father.

Only just a Dream.

Him : Are you sure you dont want me back on your graduation?

Her : Yea, you'd ruin my night if you're only back for the weekend. Id rather you come back for a week, at LEAST.

Him : Okay, so ill come back for a week but it will have to be after your graduation, is that okay?

Her : ... Yea.

(On the day of the graduation)

Them : Congratulations!

Her : Thanks!

Them : Omg congratulations on finally graduating!

Her : Thank you!

Them : Owh isnt your boyfriend here?

Her : Nope!

Them : Aww why not?

Her : I told him not to come ^^"

Them: What?! Why??

Her : Well, if he only came back for the weekend, he'd ruin my night because ill be sad he'd have to leave so soon. Especially since the last time i saw him was 6 months ago. Plus if he came back for the weekend, he wouldnt have enough money to come back at all for the year. So ive asked him to come back next time, when he can stay for at least a week.

Them : Oh.. i see :( that sucks.

Her : ... Yea .. :\

(She started feeling uncomfortable, so she turned around quickly, only to bump into someone else's chest.)

Him : *ahem* Congratulations on graduating, my love :D

Her : OMG YOU CAME!?

Him : I wouldnt miss it for the world, babe (: I know how much it means to you.

The Story of Today's Heartbreak.

Sometimes life is like that;
It gives you what you want after making you wait for so long,
then takes it back,
just when you thought you've had it all in the grasp of your hands.

Meet my inflatable pool,

bought before Christmas at the price of $30!

 

Grew up : Australia Day (Monday)

Found dead : Today (Thursday, 3 days later)

Moral of the story :

Embrace what you have now, while you have it.

You'll never know when it will leave you.

If you're abit confused, here's the full story.
I bought an inflatable pool and have been spending half an hour to an hour, at every chance I get, to pump it up with my tiny pump. The sweat, the heat, the dedication spent on pumping up my inflatable pool was indescribable. The process was painfully slow, so much so that I could still fold it in 4 after every try.

One night after a day out swimming at a friend's, I came home to a very pleasant surprise : an inflated pool. I was overjoyed, smiling from ear to ear. I planned to buy a car cover so I can transport it outside and leave it in the sun, covered.

Now im thinking, maybe I should've kept it in my room and not left it there outside in the living area. I feel as if an enemy had just sabotaged my belonging, and it hurts to think that that enemy is someone I live with.
(I know you'll say it's just a pool, but imagine if it was something you've longed for, for so long..)

Oh, the feels.