- PR -

Short Version

On Wednesday, after work, Mel and I went into the car where dad drove us back home. In the car, he told us that we didnt get our PR. We were both very speechless and disappointed. He said mom's crying when she heard it, and he joked about bring her a box of tissue when she returns from work. 

On the same day, i had a date with Lauren to watch the ToothFairy, starring 'The Rock'. Before i went, i made a bet with my sister; if dad's joking she doesnt owe me $20 for last dinner, but if he isnt, she has to pay up. So AFTER the wonderful movie, i went home and asked Mel to pay up.

Long Version

finally it was time to go home for mel and i! because dad's car went for servicing, dad's using the car to drive around. so naturally, he'd have to bring us home. when we entered the car, and put our seatbelts on, 

Dad: Our PR got rejected. -.-

i didnt bother looking at his face, i just went "WHAT?? no waayyy!"

but deep inside i was thinking... 

owhh mann...this is reality..this is real...this is it. ._. no, it's not God's fault. this is all his plan. dont blame himm done blame him. but mom and dad worked REALLY HARD for all of this!! whyy...=SS"

mel went all silent as well. 

Dad: they dont tell you why they reject you want. we also dont know what we did wrong. all we knew was that (our agent) called us and asked us to look at our mail asap. the email we received was so thick, so probably somewhere in there, we'll know why we got rejected..

owhh kayy...we can do this. whooo where's the other place that has lotsa migrants again? UK was it?

Me: Dad, let's go UK then! it's cheaper there right? 

Dad: HUH! WHAT CHEAPER?? blablablablablablablabla...

okayy not UK, let's degrade..

Dad: This means we'll have to go back to malaysia.

i know! we can go miri! then i can do business in curtin, like fish! then next time when we come over here, can  still do business in curtin! haha, my future plans will still be aight!

Sta: LET'S GO TO MIRI!! FISH'S IN MIRI!!

Dad: whaatt is this girl talking about? oO

Mel: o_-"

(later when dad left us in the car to go to the bank)

Sta: oh noo missyyy!! how howw? *pouts*

Mel: .......

Sta: haih, worst come to worst, ill just go study with fish in miri! that's still msia..

Mel: ....

Sta: too speechless hm missy? waddya think?

Mel: i think he's joking. 

Sta: .....!?

Mel: well, I HOPE he is. he doesnt seem stressed about it....

Sta: ....yea but...hmm..

Mel: he's joking....

Sta: hmm...IF he is, you dont nidda pay me back the money i lent you for dinner that night kay? how much was it again?

Mel: umm..$20?

Sta: kay $20. but if he's not joking and we REALLY dont have it, you pay $20 ^^

(dad returns from the bank laughing)

! was he joking!??

Dad: the bank now has cny angpaus! haha, that's really funny hahahaha..

Mel&Sta: uhh...*shifty eyes*

then off i went to the movies with lauren! watched 'The Tooth Fairy', starring The Rock from WWF. it's really funny it was, but sooo kiddishh!! hahaha! the first thing we said to each other after the movie was...

"i cant believe we watched such a kiddish movie o_o" 

BUT it was really funnyy indeed! *high5!*

anyways, i felt happier after that, no more anxious and worried over not getting the PR. 

(i get over most things pretty easily...just MOST.)

and i went into the house, went to my mom and comforted her coz she looked tired and her eyes were watery. 

Sta: aww mom...you cried ahh. how pr rejected? really rejected ah?

Mom: ai, you really wanna go back to msia?

Sta: .....

Nick: yaloh ai, needa go back to msiaa...

Sta: haihh..go back go back loh...

and this went on for...another 5 minutes, i reckon.

then off i ran to Mel's room to collect my $20!

Sta: pay up missy, pay up~!

Mel: huh?

Sta: they're not joking...wait. were they?

Mel: uhh...depends what they've told you -.-

Sta: they say needa go back to msia...

Mel: xD

Sta: ! WE GOT PR??

Mel: YES. NO NEEDA PAY YOU WOOHOO!

then i ran all the way to mom's room, screamed, jumped and screamed again, at everyone for lying to me, but i was really really really really happy. ohh, mom was yawning like crazy to make it seem like she was crying. >.>"

Thank You God, for out PR. 

i feel like we deserved it, especially my parents.

they've worked so hard; working everyday from morn till dawn

they've sacrificed so much, eg. sleep, time, money, food, comfort.

-SMILES-

The Ultimate Ulcer.

i have an ulcer. 

a seriously serious ulcer. -.-

no, i have not seen it. 

but yes, ive felt it. 
(with my tongue, doi')

and strangely enough, it feels....bumpier than normal ulcers. Oo" 

normally, i dont mind having ulcers.

i dont disturb them, they dont disturb me. 

BUT this ulcer, 

this ONE ulcer that i have YET to glare look at, 

IS disturbing me

everytime i chew, it hurts. 

but that's coz it gets in the way when i chew, hence, ouch. -.-"

the only GOOD thing that makes it worth it, to have this ulcer in my mouth, IS..

my eating has drastically decreaased because chewing has become so painful nowadays.

(mm, now i know how Timmini felt D=)

so, naturally, this means losing fat = losing weight = more $$ for clothes = less $ for food 

= will be flying in the air soon ^^

mmm now aint that a miracle.




-The Next Day-


i went to look at it. 
it doesnt look that bad....but..
i shall change my ulcer's name to...


THE ULTIMATE TWIN-ULCERS.
(yeah, there're two of them, at the same place O.o no wonder so painful..)

Jon Mclaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

She loves her mama's lemonade, 

Hates the sound that goodbyes make.

She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.

She swears that there's no difference, 

Between the lies and compliments. 

It's all the same if everybody leaves her. 

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough, 

The pictures that she's seen make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster, 

And she just needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, 

tries to act so nonchalant, 

Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction. 

She never stays the same for long,

Assuming that she'll get it wrong.

Perfect only in her imperfections. 

She's not a drama queen, 

She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen, but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.

Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home.

'Cause she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's OK.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her. 

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster, 

And she would change everything for happy ever after. 

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster, 

But she just needs someone to take her home

And she just needs someone to take her home ♥

Kuching came to Perth.

It doesnt matter if i have not been back to lodge for 2 years..

..nor does it matter if i have not seen/met lodgians, for 2 years.

Because seeing them just now...

..felt REALLY REALLY awesome. =)

aww...i love them to bits! ive missed them so so sooooo soooooooooooo much.

cant wait to hangout with them again. ^^

sweet dreams everyone! xx

SiaoAngMoh.

this was how it all started.

they were teaasing each other and calling each other names. 

one of them was...

A: oh yeahh?? you're a VIRGIN =D

B: yeah i AM a virgin! =)

A:  =O you're not supposed to be proud of that!!

B: what? but i am! arent you?? ^.-

A: what? a virgin? HELL NO! O.O

B: ...

A: Not being a virgin is good coz that means you've GOT EXPERIENCED! ^^

B: ohh so you've done it before hey??

A: hell yeahh =DD

B: i know who you've done it withh ;)

A: oh yeahh? WHO?

B: your pussy B)

*CHOPPED!*

...and he's only 16.

can somebody please tell me what's wrong????? :'(

it's making me mental, seriously. 

where's your dignity and self respect?

even young ppl nowadays CANT look up to us.

it makes me really sad and ashamed because of ppl like YOU. 

pfft im sooo depressed over this! D=

gahhh what's happening to the worldd *sniffsniffs*

Sighh let me REPEAT myself just once more yous out there, 

STAY SAFE, 

BE SMART,

AND DONT TAKE DRUGS.