The Story of Today's Heartbreak.

Sometimes life is like that;
It gives you what you want after making you wait for so long,
then takes it back,
just when you thought you've had it all in the grasp of your hands.

Meet my inflatable pool,

bought before Christmas at the price of $30!

 

Grew up : Australia Day (Monday)

Found dead : Today (Thursday, 3 days later)

Moral of the story :

Embrace what you have now, while you have it.

You'll never know when it will leave you.

If you're abit confused, here's the full story.
I bought an inflatable pool and have been spending half an hour to an hour, at every chance I get, to pump it up with my tiny pump. The sweat, the heat, the dedication spent on pumping up my inflatable pool was indescribable. The process was painfully slow, so much so that I could still fold it in 4 after every try.

One night after a day out swimming at a friend's, I came home to a very pleasant surprise : an inflated pool. I was overjoyed, smiling from ear to ear. I planned to buy a car cover so I can transport it outside and leave it in the sun, covered.

Now im thinking, maybe I should've kept it in my room and not left it there outside in the living area. I feel as if an enemy had just sabotaged my belonging, and it hurts to think that that enemy is someone I live with.
(I know you'll say it's just a pool, but imagine if it was something you've longed for, for so long..)

Oh, the feels.

Ive been a Disaster :/ S-O-R-R-Y.

Read this to understand : Are you a Master or a Disaster?

Thank you, you (: 

This is definitely another answered prayer.

Here's to better days!

This place we called 'safe', isnt very safe after all.

She's going camping with her family next week!

Oh where to?

Somewhere in Mandurah, she said her family will be taking their caravan down.

Oh how many rooms has her caravan got?

She said only her parents sleeps in the caravan, her brother and her sleeps outside in a tent.

What?? In a tent, outside?? Isnt she scared?

She said the tent is like a mini house, it's so big and spacious!

That is SO dangerous..

She said their tent is right in front of the caravan's door so there's nothing to be afraid of.

How can you leave the children outside when it's so dangerous though?
Didn't you hear about the taxi driver who died from a heart attack because a guy was threatening him with a knife?
Didn't you hear about the café owner who got beaten up for simply telling a customer he is being a nuisance in his own café?
Didn't you hear about the people who went to badmouth this Halal place just because they didn't like how the halal place, was halal?
And was anything done to the people who did all these bad things? No. Noone is doing anything about them.

How can you leave your children outside in a tent when people nowadays are so dangerous? What if someone comes and raids their tent while their parents are soundly asleep inside?

And here I was thinking 'Camping sounds fun! Wouldn't you want your kids to be out there doing all these outdoor activities instead of staying home?'


Psalms 37

Do not fret because of those who are evil
    or be envious of those who do wrong;
² for like the grass they will soon wither,
    like green plants they will soon die away.

There is no end to learning, no matter how old you become.

Maturity is taking any opportunity, good or bad, 

as a learning experience for a better tomorrow.

Immaturity is not learning from any experiences, whether good or bad, possibly because they're busy blaming others for it, defending themselves for it or ignoring it to move on.

It . Is . Owhhnnnn .

#inspired

I should've known better.

Hey can you help dad when he carries heavy things? He's sprained his wrist.

What!

Help dad when he carries heavy things!

You want me to help now?? Ive got other things to do!!

No, not now I mean whenever you're free, calm downnn

I have other f-ing things to do! What if im at the front! How would I know when he's carrying heavy things! F-ing !@!##!#

OMG just CALMM DOWNNN.

Obviously going to the only other guy in the store for help, 

especially when he was just standing around talking, 

wasnt the wisest decision. 

What. was. I. thinking.

Resolutions were made to motivate, not to stress.

Happy 2015 (: 
Looking back at the past years, life has never been quite the same since i started dating. Before i started dating, life was peaceful, life was quiet, life was sweet, but life was a bit lonely. Ever since i started dating (2011 onwards), LIFE .... has been a rollercoaster. I keep getting frustrated, angry, annoyed, depressed, all over one guy. Amidst the many trials and challenges Ive had to face, the joy and happiness that I feel, of simply having someone there to hug, to love, to keep to myself, is incomparable. So no matter how much I've complained about things,  I am still grateful. I am the person I am today because of how far I've come.

2014's Resolutions were ...

1. Be strong inside and out (tried 'Bootcamp' for a month but ive not been gymming so i dont think im any stronger..)
2. Definitely drive (after how many years - success!)
3. Make things happen (got into work experience on my own - success!)
4. Travel alone (by plane, not yet)
5. Have a proper job (nope!)
6. Be okay (it's been another tough year but we got through it!)
7. Always remember God (always!)

Let's hope 2015 goes well with my 10 newly-made resolutions! 

Here's to a better and stronger year ahead!