There's a place for everyone in the world.

^ been wondering why we humans like to be a part of something, why we like to be included not excluded, why we need attention, why we need love and care. will we be okay without any of those? can we be content with just giving and not receiving nor expecting anything back in return? 
Noone likes being disappointed or excluded, nor hated. 'Just dont expect anything and dont expect to be liked nor included.' - try, i shall.

SO! Exams are just around the corner, 

i hope everyone is feeling stressed in a good way and ready to conquer the exams like a boss! ;) 

Here's my exam timetable, 

Monday - Environmental Systems Management (9am)

Thursday - Occupational Ergonomics (9am)

Friday - Injury & Workers Compensation (9am)

Tuesday(12th) - Health and Health Behaviour (2pm)

and here are the things id like to organise after the exams! (:

GYM everydaaaay - with Yvee!

Wisdom Tooth Surgery - Weds (13th)

Cvc Gathering/Sleepover at Mine - After exams

Clubbing at Mint with Curtinians - a Saturday Night

Dinner/Utopia with Girls from Church - After exams

Visit the Jazz Club with bby - Whenever

8 lectures down, 2 more to catch up on

 before i can start writing my notes! >:/

On the bright side, the fringe is cut! ^^

the flu is back, 
the ulcer is stuck, 
the throat is tortured.

the eye is dry, 

the brain is tired, 

the body is weak.

TWO LECTURES TONIGHT

(or at least one, 

i really gotta start checking off my lects!!!)

LET'S DO THIS >:|

i can breathe again!

ALL DONE.

Taken by mom!

Group Report, Midsem Test, Group Assignment, Group Presentation (ESM 381)
Draft Assignment, Discussion Assignment, Group Presentation (HHB 100)
Midsem Test, Group Case Study Assignment, Group Presentation (IMWC281)
7 weekly worksheets, Topical Presentation (OE 281)

DOING BY TODAY.

Clean room - putting away all clothes that are lying around, changing my bed sheets!
 Downloading my bro's 50 long awaited songs - should take one hour ONLY.
Church - Do my slides for the week, text my members, and check out Red blood Donation times!
Organize my uni notes and files - will do up a study timetable for exams in two weeks! 

PLANS.

AYC meeting tonight at 730pm.
EXAM STUDYING : starts tmrw till exams!
DENTAL APPOINTMENT : consultation is tmrw, hoping to get my wisdom tooth out asap!
POST : about Mother's Day, Toast and Games Night, Tornado S, Something from Nokia e63, Why Sta's the worst girl ever (:
STEAMBOAT : preparation for Sunday night!
OVERCOME my hunger phobia : stop over-eating whenever i feel a lil bit hungry.
STOP STRESSING : with lame assignments and presentations out of the way, it's time to refocus.

hoping to hang with my highschool friends soon!

please be free girls!
 xoxo

We're almost there! ;x

ONLY ONE MORE bit to recommend improvements and preventionnn, in 200 words and JERONIMOOO!

that is the LAST of the LASTS written assignments, 

DONE,   

for this semesterrrr!!!

then i can finally catch up from sleeping at 4ams, three times this week ._."

GroupWorks.

i am sooooo bad in group assignments or group jobs.
Somehow, id end up with the most to do, 
simply because i dont like to burden anyone.

* Group presentation - out of the 10 slides we have, i did 9 slides.
* Group projects - out of the 4 projects ive put forward, i did 7/8 of all 4.
* Group talk - out of the 15 mins we're allowed betweenf the 4 of us, i did 7 mins of it.
* Group report - out of the 5 headings given to 3 of us, i did the hardest 2.
* Group poster - besides translations, i did everything.

TANKING. IT. UP. 

after all, it's all for a good result on a piece of paper, 

and of course, 

for saving money so i dont pay for repeating units 

>< aja aja fwaiting!

Spoiled or Appreciative.

WORST photo ever,
even im that shocked about looking like that -.-

i miss eating with my family.
i miss eating with my boyfriend.
i miss grabbing a very yummy chocolate for energy.
i miss drinking juices.
i miss sipping on a frappe.
i miss indulging in subway cookies.
i miss drinking milo.
i miss eating cereal, even when im out of milk.
i miss toast with jam and peanut butter.
i miss my dad's original toast - vegemite and melted cheese.
i miss eating dim sum with my friends or siblings.
i miss my family's cooking!
i miss going out with my family too :[
i miss sharing.
and i miss emptying and scabbing from the fridge.

Funny how much one week of $2 meals makes you miss so many things.

Such a food fanatic i am,

 or maybe im just a hell of a sweet tooth haha!

Food is NOT A Necessity!

^ it's allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll in my head, just stop thinking about my tummy and food all the time!!!

It's time.

Starting tomorrow, ill be living on my rounds of $2 ration per day for a week.

Yes, having my family's and friend's support is always good.

But without my family's support, ill be okay too.

its just like every other time when im doing one of my things, on my own, in my own time.

im really fine with it.

I have God on my side, always and forever.

Yea i foresee insults and discouragements everyday when im not eating with family or friends,
but it's okay. Im alright. coz ill be thinking of the generous people who've kindly donated to this program, to help support and provide for the poor, like what God has done for us unconditionally.

sometimes, people dont realise how fortunate we already are. 

Because of our human nature, we're never satisfied with what we already have. 

We just keep asking for more, and more and MORE. 

i want to step up and put an end to our terrible nature. 

i want to learn to be content and satisfied with what i already have, 

with what im blessed with, 

with what im given.

Because we've never been worth anything in the first place, 

we who are full of Sin, 

have never been worth living for, 

never been worth dying for, 

never been worth the riches and pleasure of this world, 

because we're so sinful and selfish in nature.

Let's do our best, with God by our side. (:

James 1:2-8 Trials and Temptations

 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,^[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds,³ because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. ⁴ Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. ⁵ If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. ⁶ But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. ⁷ That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. ⁸ Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do.

SHUT UP.

^ yet again, it came from you. always having something terribly mean to say about everything. i dont need this from you, i really dont.

when i say im studying, I AM STUDYING.
when i say i have a meeting, I. HAVE. A FREAAKING MEETING.
when i say im at uni, I. AM. AT FREAKING. UNI. STUDYING. TILL. MY. EYES. DIE. ON ME. and when i come home with strained eyes, you blame it on my lens and not the fact that ive been out studying the whole day. why dont YOU take your eyes out when you're tired, go do that.
when i say ive ate, I HAAVE ATE YOU BAKADESU.
when i say im going out with my friends, WHY ARE YOU THROWING A TANTRUM AT ME.

how would YOU feel if you say you're doing something for yourself,
and that stupid someone keeps telling you its stupid, it's crap, there's no point in doing it, you're wasting your life and time away.

WHAT'S IT TO YOU ANYWAYS, IT DOES NOT CONCERN YOU. AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to make matters worst, I WASNT EVEN TALKING TO YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE >:@ geeez.

sure studying may seem like something easy for you.

you study, you pass, you graduate and you work.

but uni is getting harder for me, in case you havent noticed.

NO, IT'S NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A FREAKING BOYFRIEND YOU NOOB.

Uni was easy when i still had my boyfriend last semester.

believe it or not, OOHHH MY UNIT'S ARE FINALLY GETTING HARDER.

you'll probably say bull**** again but you know what?

I AM ENTERING MY THIRD YEAR, 

DOES IT MAKE SENSE THAT MY UNITS SHOULD BE GETTING HARDER?!!?

and pardon me for being less smart, coz you're ohh so smart all the time. yea, you're a walking genius that there's nothing you cant solve. HAPPY?

im so uber pissed right now, and the only way i can cool down is to continue my 5 paged homework that's due tmrw. wooo to being stressed by uni, AND YOU. *punches an invisible punching bag*

sometimes, some ppl just have to zip their mouth and shut their brain from throwing insults out all the time. im so annoyed. 

lucky for you, 

ive always been one to keep my tantrums to myself and my blog.

you should try that too.

no i take that back. 

PLEASE DO IT NOW.