This is why i want a Punching Bag.

ohhh steph, you sound so fob! you're so cuuutee hehehhe!
naww so fob omg you're so cuuutee!
im in love with you're fobiness ay, so cuuutee!! 

I Need a Haircut =C

but im feeling poor at the moment. 

and i cant be stuffed going.

and i dont want my scalp to be red during Msu's Ball.

and i wouldnt want my hair to be too short or thin for styling (:

I definitely do need a haircut though. 

just thought you'd like to know..? xD 

BAHAHA!

A Day Like No Other.

1. Slept during sermon - regretted not having a challenge for the week :C
2. Drove to Uni - Started Raining = Got screamed at for listening to two different instructions =.=
3. Got to uni - Had suuuch a good plan to study and get things done with Assignment mates - Brought the wrong thumbdrive. (it looked like mine omgee kill meee)
4. No point staying in uni without everything - went home to fetch it - told friends ill meet them in 2 hours
5. Bus was irregular coz it's a Sunday - friends and i agreed we'll call and skpe each other instead of meeting at uni (our presentation's tmrw)
6. Got Home - searched high and low for my thumbdrive - nowhere to be found (so it must be in church! :O)
7. Told friend and she said it might be at her house - She lives close so i was getting ready to leave to fetch it
8. Friend called and said the thumbdrives at her house arent mine - my thumbdrive is still at church
9. Okay, i know someone who lives near church! - called her but she's busy.
10. i returned to my group mates only to bring them bad news. Ive let my group mates down - told them what happened - felt so angry/sad/disappointed
10. Then one of my Group mates decided to call me.

Friend: Hello steph!
Me: Hey oh nooo im so sorry ill find a way to get it asap -
Friend: STEPH id like us to pray yea?
Me: what? oh pray.. *dazzled* um..
Friend: Yea id like to pray for you. Let's pray
Me: oh wow ..thanks =/
Friend: Father Lord we just commit our time unto Your hands. We know that you're always there for us, we'd just like to commit Steph unto your hands as her thumbdrive is at church and she is having a bad day. Lord we know that you will take care of us, and that You will guide us and lead us in our presentation. Please comfort Steph and let her know that even when times are hard, when everything seems to fall apart, please let her know that You will guide and lead her. Just comfort her and let her know that  You are there for her, that you will guide her. We leave our presentation unto Your hands Lord, we trust that you are always there for us. In Jesus Christ name we pray, Amen.

There i was, filled with frustration, 
anger and disappointment to ..

touched and loved.

If you were in my shoes, would you feel as overwhelmed and touched as i was? would u feel embraced by God's comfort through her prayer, like i did? would you have felt all your anger and worries melting away, just as mine was?

i cannot thank God enough, for simply touching her heart to pick up that phone of hers, to call and pray for me. God knew what i needed, God KNEW what His child needed. In her most difficult time, she needs to be reminded that He is there watching and waiting for her to depend on Him, and in her most difficult time, she also needs to know that her alone is not enough. She needs a friend to help her stand, she needs a friend to until the end..

Uni On A Sunday.

coz im studious like that ;] nah jks, for my group presentation tomorrow. hope all goes well!

so i drove my family and i to uni, it was raining. i absoloutely HATE driving when it's raining. it gets everyone on their edege, worried, hay-wired, panic mode and super uber paranoid =/ dad went ballistic. geez louisee take a chill pill ole man rah!

Last week.
Monday: Uni
Tuesday: Assignment at Timezone & Church Practice
Weds: Uni & Group Meeting till 10pm
Thursday: Work & Church Practice
Friday: Uni, Brother's Night and Asia Cocktail!

Here's to another busy week, then it looks fine for the week after!

This week.
Monday: Last dance class for the Term :O my friend has gladly offered to join and drive me to and from dance, so hopefully! parents will let me continue :)
Tuesday: Hardcore study date! for my test on weds.
Weds: Test. Birthday! WAS gonna make an event, but i couldnt decide who to invite, so guess what! there will be no bday celebration kthxbai!
Thursday: Blood Donation - for the first time whee!
Friday: MSU BALL <3

Off to do my assignment now,

shoulda brought candyyyyyyyyy :<

....

omgee lameeechops.

 i brought the wrong thumbdrive along.

back home i go

wut a bad day. =C

at least last night and this morning was marvelously good.

give and take i guess,

there's always a balance :]

Woo!! ^^

StudyBreak!

so ive lost the two kilos ive gained ever since hitting my lightest record, now to work on burning em fats till im 3kgs lighter! fight fight fiiighting! (:

been busy with Church,

been busy with Uni assignments,

been busy with dear Boyfriend,

been busy making sure i get enough Rest

coz my eyes gets red when i lack of sleep

(its got a habit, like everone else, of drying up when im sleep deprived :C)

been busy with Dance and Exercise (Y).

putting those aside,

God has been so good to me and those around me!

He's been with my friends who're going through what ive been through that is, YEAR 12.
He's been with that woman who's been fighting her cancer for a few years now, they've found NEGATIVE amount of cancer cells in her body, which means time for recovery!

He's lead an art advisor to my boyfriend, giving my boyfriend inspirational steps towards his tough future. 
He's touched my brother's heart to join and mingle with his dear group at youth again.
He's helped me comfort my friend who was in need of advice and encouragement.
He gave me the courage and wisdom to come out and pray for others, to make sure they're okay.
He's been guiding my dear friend so well, as he's entering a heavy responsibility God has called him to.
He's given my friend the heart to want to serve in an area so suited to her personality, that i feel so encouraged everytime she .. serves.
and God has continously spoke to me, through my Daily Bread (:

like these!

Our love for God can be measured by our love for others.

When God permits suffering, He also provides Comfort.