> = [

i dont wanna work.
coz she wanna hang out with her friends in uni.

NO YOU BIG PIECE OF TOFU! COZ I WANT TO ENJOY UNI LIFE AND DO OTHER STUFFS BESIDES WORKING EVERY TIME IVE GOT NO CLASSES, 
AT THAT SAME ONE PLACE FOR 3 YEARS. 
stupid prune.

i might change my timetable. 
coz she wanna avoid work, what a dickhead. 

YOU'RE THE PENISHEAD YOU PIECE OF COIN SLOT! WHAT'S THE POINT OF GOING TO UNI FOR ONE HOUR AND SPENDING ANOTHER HOUR TRAVELLING TO UNI. ohmydonuts, please just shut yourself.

im angry. but what can i do right? let's think of other serious matters like queensland flood and christchurch's earthquake phuuuuuuuuuu~. =[

i HATE false assumptions based on your stupidity. why didnt i bother correcting him? from previous experience, he'd just say " yea right." BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANNA BELIEVE SON, idontcare.

the truth always reveals itself anyways. go think im a selfish daughter, WHATEVER. im so over it. this is so unnecessary. there are more things in life to worry about, and this isnt one of them.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. 
hope you're feeeling alotttt better than i am today.

the Undreamable Reality.

Such dreams like that leaves you gobsmacked, happy but depressed when you then realised that it's nothing more than a fantasy. this is reality, it hits you and leaves your .. mouth hanging.

i guess this is what love really is for me, not wanting to blink coz if i do, he might be gone. 

not wanting to say too much, coz if i do, some words might hurt him. 

not wanting to know too much, coz it might be dangerous to. 

not wanting to leave his side, coz he's the one who easily rises or lowers my happiness meter.

im glad i had that dream, because i now know what it feels like to be in love. <3 

one is all it took and one .. is more than enough for me.

Thank You for this Lesson, 

My Heavenly Father.

THE Dream of 2011.

we met at a friend's party. you were disguised, wearing sunnies and a cap. 
but when you turned your head and tilted your sunnies down, our eyes met and my heart flipped. 
i instantly  knew who you were at that moment and i just froze. o.o

we froze and stared for what seemed like 5 seconds, and you headed towards me, smiling. 
standing in front of me, you started talking and getting to know me. i spoke back, shy and a bit hesitant because of the many emotions going through my heart. so uncontrollable. <3

because you were famous and easily recognisable, you had to disguise and avoid sticking out in a crowd everytime we went out. but with your beautiful voice and talented hands, you'd always managed to draw a crowd and we'd always end up running to somewhere more private or hide in a bush haha! xD

during the whole time, i didnt want to speak too much in fear that id scare you away, i didnt want to ask you too much in case id find out something i didnt want to. i just listened, smiled and kept my eyes open as wide as i could, because if i blinked or closed my eyes for even one second, you'd disappear and be a dream that never happened. =[

all too soon, the day came when you'd have to leave for a flight. i really didnt want to let you go but i could tell that everything was a bit one sided now coz you're so famous. you then opened your arms for a hug, a farewell hug and gave me such a handsome smile that melted the same heart that melted when i first saw you. ._.

i walked slowly, and hesitantly towards your outstretched arms. when i reached you, i hugged you with all my might coz i really really didnt want you to go. it wasnt long enough, meeting you was ending all too quickly! so just when i thought i was suffocating you with my hug, you hugged back, even harder than i thought id hugged you coz it felt like my chest was being crushed and my heart was about to break. Yet you still continued, you still continued holding me in your arms, tightly and firmly. 

Then you whispered something, that i couldnt remember and that was when i woke up. 

The alarm from my phone was playing my favourite song, Whatcha Say by Jason Derulo. 

 ♥ :]

The Week before Uni (Part 1).

Uni's just next week! 

it seems so far away haha. 

Coming up are 

Mel's bday and Dad's bday; 

25th and 27th.

Tmrw's plans are .. Caro Shopping with Mel in the morning, Steamboat Lunch at Friend's and Mel's Bday Dinner at Raffles.

[= y.a.y =]

Teehee ;]

So besides making chocolate cakes in the Toilet to pass time, here's what i do once in a blue moon.

ohhh like it's not enough, here's MORE pictures of me...

WITH FLASH! 

(at that time, i was trying to see what colour my hair was with and without flash xP)

loooooooooool you must be thaaat bored to read this useless post hey? dont worry, im bored too. its only 10.54pm, which isnnt really a good time to watch any of my 1 hour dramas coz intend to sleep BY ELEVEN. (=

Weekend.

Yesterday i had the many rides of my life at Adventure World. One of which id especially want to share was going on the Free Fall. Now that ive been on one of those, i think it's safe to say that my manny manny Life's Goals are happily DOWN by one hehe! YAY! =D

(thanks for inviting me Gladys&Gillian! ^^)

After that short period of time at Adventure World, i got home and had to clean myself for some sleepover at my friends'. We were supposed to bake Macaroons together, but the hosts started without everyone coz everyone showed up late. Nontheless, i had some when i got there and YUMMM!! WOULD SO LOVE TO EAT MORE OMNOMNOMNOMMS~!!
(can someone please stop this eating machine aye -.-)

(credits to Mel)

AND THEN after the sleepover, we decided to pig out at Maccas for breakfast. because i didnt bring any spare clothes to change, i went there in my pjs .. no, never again please. i actually saw ppl i knew! O.O 

and for dinner, my family decided to head over to Hungry Jacks for cheap unhealthy dinner. 

Eecks! 

So not only did i feel disgusting, fat and tired today ... my neck, arms and legs are continuously aching like mad. (must be because of the rides and me gripping on the bars for my dear life >"

and my dear ONE eye's HALF RED. tell me, how is that possible?? (no ive not been using contacts, honest!)

Uni in one week peeps, 

yataaa~! (:

Pao Face! :O

nooooo im so fatttttttttttttttttt T.T" 

and i know some of yous have noticed how much ive grown but not to worry! ive officially decided to start my diet when UNI STARTS. 
why?

February

3rd - Bai Nian Supper

4th - Dinner at Big Bowl Noodle House

5th - Dinner in Northbridge

11th - Bai Nian Supper

13th - Dinner at Cora

12th - Dinner at BigBowl Noodle House

15th - Dinner at Applecross

17th - might have Dinner out?

22nd - Dinner at Raffles

25th - Dinner at Cora (Mel's Bday)

27th - Dinner somewhere? (Dad's Bday)

see why it's impossible to go on a diet?

Bounce Bounce Bouncee

Hellooooo Rolliee Olliee Pollieee!!

Signs. (shortversion)

God has 3 answers. 

YES

coz it's part of His plan; only He knows what's best for you coz He created everything.

NO 

coz it's not part of His plan; it's not good for you in the future.

WAIT 

coz it's not yet time; you're not ready.

About my future, uni and dreams, 
ive been praying continuously and earnestly for signs and directions, for guidance.
WELL, i have news for youuu!
God has showed me several signs which i could have carelessly just passed by and gone " oh okay" and not give much thought to it, but when you're really seeking for answers, you'd be amazed at how sensitive you'd be, 
to His signs.
(Coz i believe that there's no such thing as a coincidence, everything happens because of a reason. It's already planned out by God.)


Long story cut short, God's answer was ..

WAIT.

(coz the time has not come, you're not ready just yet. ;]) 

(credit: yvonnelau, Facebook)

how true.

thankyou for your prayers. 

you know who you are (=

Signs. (longversion)

Signs

- Mom came home one day talking about one of our worker's friend, who's done a beauty and hairdressing course. she said she's been seeking for a hairdressing job for quite awhile now, but noone's hiring.

- People aaround me who didnt know i like hairdressing, were telling me how i should really think about doing hairdressing, since it's sth i like.

- My friend told me a true story of this guy who loves hairdressing, like i do, and so, he went on to get a degree in hairdressing after high school and now, he's successful hairdresser. at first i said " yea, maybe he's born with the gift of hairdressing, like how some ppl are just naturally good at singing." 

but no, she told me: if you like something, you'll be good at it. it's not a matter of being born with it coz you'll enjoy doing it whether you're good or bad at the start, but eventually, you'll be good at it coz you like doing it.

- Mom asked me if i enjoyed doing my Science course. She said it'd be better if i continued doing it first, then do a hairdressing course. (tbh, i dont mind doing it, but i was thinking, what's the point of wasting time doing this science course when what im gonna be in the future's totally unrelated..)

- I dont usually remember my dreams but i remembered this one that morning. In my dream, the words that came out from my mom's mouth were " About your hairdressing course, let's just wait and see. Dont apply for your hairdressing course yet. Wait till uni starts. " After that, i decided to leave it at that. 

Whatever happens, be it Science course or Hairdressing course, i dont really mind anymore.

- So just when i was wondering about about my Science course (eg noone's gonna do my course, it's pretty boring and its future's pretty .. vague) a friend told me that he's doing my course this year. i was .. gobsmacked. hehe! x] but that made me change my mind about my course and so i thought, okay maybe it's not so bad doing my course just for another 3 years coz i really didnt want to leave uni JUST YET anyways. i really love uni and id like to get to know more people.

- That following morning, mom basically answered my prayers. i definitely took that as a sign coz ive never let out the questions i asked God to show me [= She said:

- i think it's better to continue your Science course. why?

- coz there's no guaranteed job for Hairdressers nowadays. why?

- coz when Hairdressers nowadays get employed, they'd normally stay for a long time coz they're more used to the system as well as the workplace. because of that, not many ppl hire new ones because the old ones just dont wanna leave. 

(also coz they know that if they quit, the possibility of them getting hired by another hairdresser is really low)

- your Science course has a guaranteed future, coz ppl always need health&safety workers like you. 

- look at all these disasters happening, it's your job to take care of the ppl when or before these hazards to human health occur.

- just because i dont read the job pages in the nespaper, you dont know that there're jobs available for ppl doing your course. but ive seen them in the job section, so dont worry! when you finish your course, ill help you look for the jobs in the newspaper! for sure can find one!

- btw, if you still want, you can work as a nurse, with all the little children one. it's not as hard, compared to other jobs as a nurse. the only bad thing about it is handling your emotions, coz the ppl kids there are sick and dying. if you get to know them and you grow closer to them, when it's time for them to leave, you must be ready. this is just so you know, in case you were thinking about nursing. haha!

SO YAARR, that was everything she said to me that morning. after that 

i felt ... at peace with her decision (:

im fine with doing my Science course, then my hairdressing course after while working as whatever my Science course would grant me coz i dont think it's an everyday work, like accountants in offices. 

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 

- Jeremiah 29:11

Otokajo ..

i want to style your hair. i want to cut it, i want to beautify it. i want to make you look beautiful.
i want it to suit your dress, your shirt, your top, your style. 
speaking of style, i want to shop with you, i want to help you find a style that suits you, throw on dresses, high skirts, shorts, jeans or hats. i want to see what fits you. i want you make you look at your best.

why? because i love that feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction, at the end of it all. 

and your smile completes just about everything.






... now i feel like those lil girls with their barbie dolls. T.T anduueehhhhhhhhhhhh!

ohhhh Lord please show me Your way.

havethineownwayLord,havethineownwayy,lalalalalalalalaalalalalalalalaaaaa ...

FOR: 4

AGAINST: 2

happenings.

so many things have been going on lately, but ive never gotten the time to blog. 

whenever id feel like blogging, my laptop's not with me. 

whenever my laptop's with me, i dont feel like blogging. 

so now you see why i dont blog as often anymore. >.>

lucky for youuu, 

whenever id feel like blogging, my MOBILE'S always with me!

so tadaaaa, here's a post i did in my phone, LAST NIGHT.

Tuesday, 1st Feb 2011

Title: 2 in 1.

When one door closes, another door opens. 

" Where is this other door? "

One may ask. 

Well, my friend,

guess we'll just have to seek ..

and we shall find it, 

together.

(Luke 11:9) So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

(Alexander Graham Bell) When one door closes, another opens; but we often took so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.