Changed.

Today i got tagged in a note/quiz from facebook regarding 100 questions about myself.
ive done this same quiz last year, during the start of year 12 too.

after reading the notes, i got distracted into reading ALL my other notes, hence was what i was doing this morning. (SHOULD BE STUDYINGG so im making a quick post okay, promise! ^^)
myy oh myyyy when i read my post about questions about school, i was surprised that it was I who answered those questions.

as i read the questions and the answers i jotted JUST last year, i realised how much ive grown (good&bad).

2009: not a single worry in the world, didnt like anyone, playing everything fair and square, a very nice, funny and bubbly person i was.

2010: have worries, cracks and holes, found love and have fallen out of, basically tasting the hard beginnings of adulthood. stilll nice but not as bubbly i guess?

hmm how MUCH time has passed. how MUCH ppl have changed and drifted apart in one year. how MUCH i had grown since last year and become who i am today.

ohh the wonders of wonders of wonders of the wondering wonder ... (=

hellostresshowyoudoing! ;P

3 mock papers to do,

1 assignment,

2 lectures,

3 quiz test,

1 test,

1 computing exam

all to do before 15th November,

my real exam week.

sighhss =/

confession:

if anyone asks me to do something while im studying,

(ie. let's go have lunch, lets meet with the rest, clean your room, watch a movie..)

ill do it.

coz ill do anything but study...first. =(

and this seems to be happening quite a lot.

o.o" can i say leave me alone? would i have the guts to do it?

sometimes i think im being too available,

so today,

ill start being unavailable.

Happy 17th Lil Brother!

Happy Sexay 17thh

 pingpongs!

(nahh it doesnt mean you're sexy haha! jkjk!)

off you go, shopping for your rivercruise on this coming friday.

off mel goes, to her class in the arvo.

off our parents go, to work for the whole day.

off i go, to the library coz our internet's capped 

and there's an assignment due on friday. =((

naww but dont worry!!

we all still love you even though we're all so busy and tied down.

May God keep helping and guiding you in your life.

Stay happy and tall! ;]

plus we'll celevrate on Saturday, look forward to it!

i dibs buying you lunch @ Takas!!

(not coz it's cheap kayy,

it's the yummy part the YUMMY PART <3 ;D)

will also chip in to buy you presents,

love you bigboi!

 xoxo!

-Sta*

(dont kill meeee, im just expressing my love =3!)

(coz my words speack more than my actions (Y))

Futuristic.

So one day i was in the train to Uni right, it was crazzyy bumm packed mann. it reminded me of that video on youtube about trains in China (or was it Japan? cant rmbr). it basically showed the train officers pushing every single person into the train, pushing and squishing all them bums, hands, heads, bags and what-not that was literally sticking out from the train door coz the train was suuuuuuuuuper duper full. i swear ppl's faces were even squished on the windows. o.o"

[youtube video of China/Jap train..]

there i was in the train squished by ppl in front, back and sides. back person's bum or baack kept bumping into my bum. person front was hogging the pole for balance and i was trying SO hard not to touch his bum which was a cm away from my hands. person at the side was talking loudly on the phone, with her elbow swinging here and there, knocking my boobs >=[ (girrll some personal spacee puhleaase!)

AND SO i thought of this short story for the future. 

(inspired by sharks in Jaws, Atlantis, and another cartoon about underwater treasure+legends+heroes, Year 3000 (song))

WARNING:

if you're going to read this, then you're definitely wasting 5 minutes of your life

coz it wouldnt make sense and its...pointless.

(HEY i was bored and squished aights. try to understand my situation yawh =]) 

what if in the future we'll have to live underwater coz well, it's the future. think year 3000, the song and atlantis!  with all them living creatures living underwater, especially SHARKS!! 

humans will probably be dying OR highly WANTED every weekday, 

between 7-8am and 4-6pm .

Why?

coz as the 'underwater train' brings everyone back and forth from their homes and the city,

the most worth it food/bait (ppl) available to packs of hungry hungryy and smart sharks,

would be during those peak periods,

in those 'yummyy travelling trains.'

(i mean come on guys! it's like seeing A LOT of sushi(s) in a box, passing by!!

OF COURSE WE'LL WANT TO EAT YOUU O.O"") 

and that my friends,

means GG for you. (Y)

and me.

tsktsk.

=P

(and so, i was smirking to myself in the train for thinking of such stupid things sighhs.)

unless we have trains running under the sand underwater.

or unless we train sharks and use them as transport, instead of horses.

or super duper express trains that beats all fast living creatures underwater.

or we can just make them train tunnels dark and not see through.
(if i cant see you, then you cant see me!! ^^)

SORRY FOR RANDOM USELESS RAMBLING.

HAHA!

Freeze.

let's take a step back,
to breathe in everything around us. 

let's take a step back,
to reset my heart's emotion.

everyone let's take a biiiiiiiiiiig step back togetherr~! (=

10Mins of Anger.

im soooooooooo freakin pissedd >"<

someone has taken my lecture notes and

IDK WHO TOOK IT RAWWRRR.

(story: it all started in my human bio prac session. all our tables were given their respective stations for our activity in our workbook. LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, while we all moved from station to station, my table still had my stuffs on it, including my pencil case, bottle and LECTURE NOTES. aaaaaat the end of the session, we returned to our tables and WA LA. lecture notes gone. a group of ppl had left earlier coz they finished their activity earlier than everyone else.)

maybe they took it, maybe they didnt, maybe it was the group before or beforebefore.... = (
(ive never been so devo over losing my lecture notes before. oh wait a minute. IT'S COZ IT HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE *bangs head on table*)

*sniffles*

i had lotsa colours and lil cheering points and awesome pneumonics and tips from those lectures y'know. =(
maybe that's why they took it, coz it's so................... ='( sighs.

time to sing for the Lord...

Let's rejoice and be gladdd

"TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL

TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALLL!!!!!!"

youselfishinconsideratepieceofdimwit.

(here i am in uni, 8 mins to 10am, ranting about my lecture notes that's gone missing coz i really need it and the extra notes in it for my study/revision for a test on Friday. *breathes in breathes out* i need a chill pill. =.= )

On a lighter note! ^^

Weather today was perfect! 

well not really, it's a bit cold outside but it suuure feels fiiiine on the inside..

 with all the whooshing sound of the wind, 

the sound of the clothes on the hangers beating against the tables outside, 

the crispy sounds of the leaves that moved here and there on the floor outside 
and the slight touch of the cold wind every now and then as it enters my house. <3

" mmm Missy, i looove this weather. reminds me of the beach ^^ "

" WARTT?? you're crazy to go to the beach in this kind of weather!! "

" oh..that's why i said it reminds me of it. oO "


off to church later, adios! xx

You're here because God loves you.

who said i wanted to be here? 

well, atm you may be thinking this but honestly, 

you know there're those 

lil bits in life you enjoy and appreciate so much 

(ie games, ppl, friends, love, pet, weather, scenery.) 

that you just look back on life and say 

" Godd i loove my life right now. ^^ " 

and no you wouldnt have found these things if you were not here today.

i have no time for God.

hmm..let's bring life into a game. 

BAM! 

You're put on this wonderful place called Earth.

Your mission? 

Fulfill and follow as much of God's Words and Commandments, 

commit time for Him, 

give Him glory for anything and everything that happens, 

receive his love and blessings 

and spread them out to as much ppl as you can.

** Get enough cookies for Heaven after you die.

Challenges?

There will be many a time that events and things occur to keep you from completing your mission. 

(ie. heartbroken, frustration, no money, injury, family problems, dramas here and there) 

There will also be many distractions invented purely to prevent you from completing your mission.

(ie. facebook, wii, msn, blog, technologies and tv shows/dramas. the BED.)

You will meet lots of different ppl, some good but most bad, 

and again, they will tryy to bring you away from your mission. 

(ie. smoke, steal, drugs, party, sleep on the roads....irrational things they find amusing.)

While having all those going on, you MUST go through STUDY and/or WORK.

** Be aware of your time span left.

How to Win?

Collect as much cookies as you can be completing as much mission as you can.

Stay alive.

Avoid as much obstacles as you can.

Some advice to get you through the game 

Whatever earthly things that you now own..

(clothes, games, cars, houses, money) 

..will not help you get extra cookies

nor will you obtain or have with you when you reach Heaven.

By the end of the game, if the amount of your cookies collected from each mission you've completed is good enough for the One Who Judges (God), 

then off to heaven you go ~! 

you get to live a different life in a place called Heaven. 

Off to the next game called, ' Immortal Heaven '.

if it's not, well you know what happens, 

you go to Hell and it's Game Over baby.

you've just been a waste of time and guess what? 

you've just wasted your life doing nothing too! 

GG. nyaha!

So, how will you juggle all of them together? Where will you go? Heaven of Hell?

I give you...

the best of luck. (=

(haha! this was fun!)

Me Scolding? Naahhh~

i dont wanna go to church because..

11AM CHURCH SERVICE
1. i wanna enjoy my sleeping in; i need to catch up on my rest.
2. i can finish all the laundry in the morning.
3. i have a lot of work to do.
4. i need to study for my exams tmrw.
5. dont know if i can wake up..
6. i dont know anyone there.
7. Dad's not here; lazy drive and no parking later.
8. She can not go so im not going.

4PM CHURCH SERVICE
1. it's such a good weather to sleep in; i need to catch up on my rest.
2. i have a lot of study to catch up on; dont disturb.
3. i have a lot of housework to do and noone's helping me.
4. ill go if i can wake up, if i cant, please dont disturb.

so this is what spending time with God on the Sabbath day means to you?

tsktsk for you coz it shouldnt be.

its pretty sad to think that in 7 days in a week, the only day you can fully commit to God is oh ho! a Sunday. aaand you refuse to. 


now i would love to say 
" if you think God's a waste of time, then BOOHOO, coz  YOU'RE a waste of time too! 
*sticks out tongue!!!* "
BUT that would just be too mean wouldnt it =)

here's me, trying to figure out why you wouldnt want to go to church on a Sunday. 

and here's still me, trying to understand from your possible point of views.

did i miss out anything? =P 

End result: 

1. It really shouldnt matter if you dont know anyone in church, coz you're going there to learn more about God and grow closer to Him. to spend more time with Him.
2. You have two legs, you can walk. You have a car, you can drive..it's faaaaaaaaar better than walking?
3. You ALWAYS wake up at 8am or 9am, so which 'part' of sleeping in do you enjoy? service is 11am or even better! @ FOURPM (4PM).
4. It's never a waste of time coz you bring back new things and lessons preached by our Pastors. it's these teachings that challenges us and strengthens our walk with God.
5. annd lastly, Time and Study can ALWAYS be better managed, so you should've done it yesterday or earlier or after.

Coz after all we've been through, 

..God really deserves better.

just needed to let it out. 

please do not feel offended in any way, 

there're no offences intended. 

*peace lubs. <3

Heat Stroke.

It has been 3 years, living a healthy life in Perth. 

(yes i have had my lil minor sickies here and there but never. NEVER i repeat as bad as...)

Sunday, the 3rd of October, after playing bball at 9.30am with churchies.
i came home, feeling dizzy and drained. i couldnt move a lot,
i literally stayed in bed right after i showered, because showering had used quite a bit of the strength i had left.

while my family went to church, i stayed at home, pale and sick.

what was going through my head?

" did i get spiked? =.= "

coz the pain and sickness i felt, reminded me of 280810 = dizzy + weak + puke + tummy upset.

andthatwasexactlywhathappened10minutesbeforemyfamilyreturnedfromchurch. GG.
because of that, in came the chinese traditions to get the sickness outta my bodaayyy~!

Dad: count to 10 (=

Sta: one. ow! two yeeaooww! three...

Dad: ...five. *pinch* ...five? =D!! *piiinch* 

Both: SIX! (FIVE! ;]) NOO SEVENNN!! (dad: SIX! xP!) 

@.@" 

it suuuuure was painful, but hey! it helped. no more complaints ^^.

(how'd i get sick? -shrugs!- my parents called it...the heat stroke. )

It's Thursday, and i feel a lot better!

That doesnt mean ive completely healed..

(but thanks to May's Maggi Curry noodles 

PLUS EGGS 

(momok! xP)

i think ive fallen sick again.

naww jokes hehe!

the GREEN TEA was a winwin!!)

im so touched you came over 

to cook me lunch and have lunch with me! <3

My turn next? 

I'LL SHOW WHAT GOOD NOODLES ARE LIKE HAHA! 

you know what i mean ;D 

promise no spicy ones haha!

Legal 18. [=

In a nutshell...

A Treat to Dinner @ Sizzler's by RickLeong

Another treat to Dinner @ Terazza (Applecross) by Family

Ice Skating, Ktv/Dinner & HouseWarming with CVCies.

Drinking/Sleepover Party with Churchies.

My Gifts + Ang pao from Mom.

To All: 

thank yuuu for making my 18th birthday perfect! ;)

(i wouldnt have wanted it any another way.) ♥