Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Hi! NiceToMeetYou!



H.A.I.R.
Done at Eternity Hair Salon, Northbridge.

From My Favourite Colours




to...
Let's try something New!


Dark Red + 'Side' Fringe


Hairdresser: OMG YOU NEED A DIFFERENT COLOUR.
Sta: No i do not. i just want a fringe cut. 
(Like i promised on my last last post?)
Hairdresser: YES YOU DO, YOUR REGROWTH IS SHOWING AND YOUR COLOUR IS FADING etc...
Sta: whatt?? but but i like my colourr!
Hairdresser: ...AND DONT YOU TAKE CARE OF YOUR HAIR?? IT IS SO DRY AND UNHEALTHYY!
Sta: (...-.-""" ouch..?)
Hairdresser: Why dont you try a healthier colour since Winter's coming? ;D
Sta: whatever -.=



Sta: I want a full on side fringe yeah?
Hairdresser: Okay, what length?
Sta: uhh..long enough for a side fringe.
-snipsnipsnip!-




Sta: O.O OMG HOW TO DO SIDE FRINGE NOW??
Hairdresser: ohhh you meant those kind of side fringee
Sta: >.<


but i left the place happy coz we were all quite satisfied with my hair.
they took pictures of it for their webpage and they wanted to curl it for free just to experiment if id suit curls. 
Unfortunately, the boss came and of course, id have to pay for the curls, so
mission failed! xD




ALL IN ALL, my hair is good, 
i can style my fringe to wherever i want it to be; 
left/right fringe or straight fringe.



It's just not as colorful as my last hair...although im thinking of adding highlights to my current hair.

But imma wait, coz...

Hairdresser: ahh since you had highlights before, in a few days time this dark colour will fade a lil on the highlights, so your hair will still have light highlights. (Y) =)
Sta: ah.



Top Comments Received:
It Looks So Much Healthier. 
You Look More Like Mel Now.
I Can See The Resemblance Between You Two. (Mel&I)
I Barely Recognised You.



What's done is done hey? No Looking Back. 
This shall be Awesome (=

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Meeting my Standards.

I should be..

more patient with ppl.
(not easily frustrated when i have to repeat the whole story ALL OVER AGAIN.)

an understanding person.
(feeling their joy, pain, sorrow, anxiety during tough or happy moments and just...understand.)

selfless and humble.
(think of their safety, their needs, their situation FIRST, rather then me all the time.)

a good listening ear.
(being able to listen and give good advices, taking into account reality and not giving false hope.)

an independant person.
(not always depending on someone to be there, being able to do things on my own, carrying my own burden and responsibility.)

a more intelligent person.
(making an effort to remember MORE things, to think about MORE things, knowing as much as possible about whats happening around me.)

an optimistic person.
(be it dry nor dark, may i be able to see the light or water up ahead. thinking of another way to solve a problem rather than giving up.)

a brave lady.
(being able to stand up for myself, being able to face my fears/anxiety with courage, having a strong heart.)

able to achieve my dreams in learning dance, singing, music and beauty courses.
(to be able to entertain ppl, to be able to beautify ppl, to be able to make them happy.)


these are my targets, my own standards for myself to achieve, in order to be a better person.
where there's a will, there's a way.
and all things are possible with God by my side, so let's all strive to be better people shall we? (=


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Time4FringeCut!


IF ONLY i can cut my own hair. 



(Top) This is my fringe atm, and have been my fringe for quite a long time.
Notice the line it makes where my hair parts?
Yea well, ive decided to make it disappear..^^


 


(Top) So tadaa! looks better?
it needs some cutting though, 
as my fringe would keep dropping, 
hence blinding the already blind me. ^^

so until i get my fringe cut, my hair shall stay however the wind shall blow. 
Haihh~ let's book a hair appointment shall we? xx


Just Keep Swimming.

Before Swimming, i looked at the table and saw this....



O.O dang momm did you have to open that manyy bars of chocolate? 
AND did you have to put it in front of everyone??
(sorry i was in denial, putting the blame on someone else to relieve myself or rather, 
to SAVE myself from the temptation. ohh gawdd help mee) 

it was very hard to resist it was...
but i very proudly & successfully stopped myself from eating them..even though the smell...ahhh...the taste...ahh...the energy it would give me for swimmingg....ngghhhhhhh~~! 

so off i went to swimming! if you remembered, i told you that i would take some pictures to show you how the pool was divided. I DID...very uncunningly -.-" 

Medium Lane 
(nope, not my lane!)


Fast Lane
(not my lane either! =O)
Well, there WOULD have been a Slow Lane for awesome ppl like me, but it's being used for Swimming Lessons, hence, off to the Medium Lane i go!


Confession: i came home and ate them chocs. D'= 
they were very yummy though! KITKAT FTW! <3

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Relieved Emotions.

ahhhh if you havent watch any of the movies down there, 
DO NOT READ THAT POST.
i might ruin it for you. -.-

anyways, it sure feels a LOT better letting those emotions out. Now let's just hope my sleep can wash away all those emotions for work tmrw at 9am. 


sighhh i need a vacation OR someone please take me out for dinner.
i need a getaway of some sort, just for awhile, just to be myself. 

how in the world am i gonna start studying again? i fear of forgetting how to study, that's all. o.o" 


HAVE A GOOD NIGHT guys, im off to bed.  




the Couple Movies.

While watching Devil Beside You...
My heart aches so much for the both of them.
They know each other so well, they care for each other so much, they're so perfect for each other.
What hurts me the most is seeing them part; feeling the ache soo painful in their heart that they feel like bursting.
The pain in being able to understand how she's going to live everyday without him, who had been always there, by her side.
Not even being able to think of how she could go on with him being so far and out of reach.
not being able to see his face, nor hear his voice.
Remembering all the memories they had together while walking in the streets, and returning home..passing his rooom.
Just the thought of not seeing each other, already crushes my heart, so badly.


Staying in the house without Ahmon, 

where happiness once was, 

now seems like a life sentence. 

A torturous jail cell.

















While watching Dear John...
They make each other so happy, they're each other's reason for living, and again, they're so perfect for each other.
What hurts me the most is the period for the both of them until they can finally see each other again. 
The sense of missing each other so so soo much that it hurts just thinking about it.
The thought of returning back home alive, just for her and her only.
Remembering all the times together while looking up at the moon in the sky.
Being able to finally return, just to be able to stare into each others eyes, all drowned in love, but not being able to love again.
It hurts me so much to see two people, who love each other so so soo much, part and go their separate ways.


Dear John, tell me everything. Write it all down. 
That way, we'll be with each other all the time, even if we're not with each other at all.


"I'll see you soon."

"..I'll see you soon."


AND their face..their facial expression...it's so full of....hurt and..sadness..that it kills me....it makes my heart sooo sooo...sad and angry. D= 

These actors are SO good in acting, being able to fool a girl like me.
So i wonder, if im hurting so much just watching, then what will happen if it really does happen.
i dont want to be like them, but i know eventually, it'll happen. 
i dont want to fall in love, so deep that i cant get out of it, so deep that i cant help but get hurt.
i dont want to be the one always loving, always taking the initiative to do everything coz im the one in love,  not him.
Just watching all these kind of movies hurts my heart so much, that the thought of falling in love, scares me.

RESOLUTION 
From Devil Beside You
Whatever the obstacles, as long as we have each other, we'll fight and strive on TOGETHER. 
Two is better than one. 
It's not a bad thing depending on another person, 
especially when he/she wants you to depend on him/her.

From Dear John
Waiting is worth it, if you are sure that it's love. 
No matter what happens, or no matter what you do,
you cant stop loving the person you fell in love with. 
If it truly is love that you found in each other, 
then be it 12 months, 2 years or 10 years,
 that love will still remain.



And most importantly, 
Love cannot be easily manipulated nor folded away, like a piece of paper.

These two movies are categorised under movies to watch when you HAVE A BOYFRIEND, because if you dont, you'll end up like me, depressed and emo, not knowing how my love life would be and not wanting to meet him yet. 
(which is not a good thing, trust me.)


Sunday, March 7, 2010

BAD TASTE.

This is the first time EVER that...
BROWN PWNS YELLOW.
-choopped!!-

This, my loves, is what i, and the rest, have to wear every morning at work. 

(its purpose is to promote our new products for breakfast. -.-)

we're bright! yes we are! 
but it doesnt look good with our uniform and it just...doesnt look good...
AT ALL. O.O

Thank God that we can take it off after 12pm.
Brown colour ftw!



Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Yes Please! ^^

Here are some of the MANY movies that i wouldnt mind watching again......and again....and AGAIN....and..AGAIN.


           


...and manymanymany more ^^

MemorableMoments from MeL's 21st.

Being able to dress up with everyone else.

Knowing most of Mel's friends.

Talking to one particularly cute friend of Mel's.
(do you think ill see him again? ;D)

The birth of our little new water fountain.

Eating the lovely -Name- sushi (its' the seaweed one. ^^)

Watching both my mom and dad have a fun, chilling time away from work, with their friends. 

Being able to re-fill the punch several times coz they just cant have enough of it. =D

Having such an awesome playlist of songs to listen to.

Watching cuuuute lil baby Ethan. soooo cuuuteee!!

Watching 2 veryy brave & young gentlemen, courageously sing to Mel for her 21st.

Being there with Mel while she opened all her gifts.

Being able to witness Mel's embarassing moment while opening them gifts.

Sitting outside, under the stars, with Mel + Esther talking about everything and anything.

Drinking the worst champagne ever, just because Moscato wasnt cold.

and finally, 
Realising how much i love parties not because of getting drunk or getting high or screwing with alcohol
but because everyone looked so wonderful and so happy....
it made me feel like im in this happy & peaceful place,
where i can smile all the time, 
without a single worry.



THAT was how i felt. ^^